Was it Really Worth It?

It All Began Here

It's was 12:32, Friday night, and Dessy was walking the streets of LA alone. It was November, so it was a little chilly, but Dessy could handle it. The party earlier really tired Dessy out and she was fed up to the point where any more drama would make her burst into flames. I might want to start from the beginning.
    It was November 23, 2016. It was a Friday too. Dessy was invited to a party by her crush, Alec, who Dessy could totally tell liked her too.  She didn't really want to go on account of she wasn't really that popular and she didn't know of anyone else who was going. She decided to go because she had nothing else to do but lay in her bed and watch Netflix. As soon as Dessy got home she started to get ready.  She finally picked out an outfit. She chose a pair of ripped skinny jeans with a t-shirt covered in kittens. She threw on her converse and a little bit of makeup and out the door she went. The party didn't start till 6 and it was 3:47. She decided to walk to the football field while she waited.
         "Huh.... I wonder if anyone I actually like is here.  Let's just pray Alec isn't here" I walked into the field, my heart literally in my stomach, hoping Alec wasn't here. You see, Alec is my crush and has been since like 8th grade... and I'm a senior. Speak of the devil, he's here. "Oh god..." I mumbled. Alec ran over to me and said something that I couldn't quite make out because I had my earbuds in and twenty one pilots was blasting out of them. "What?" I said as I was taking my earbuds out of my ears and stuffing them in the pocket of my sweatshirt. "Have you accepted my invitation yet or am I going alone?" As he asked me I couldn't help but stare into his dreamy storm grey eyes. He was so handsome, yet so manly at the same time. He had abs and was captain of the football team, which meant I had absolutely no chance with him. "Yeah I guess, but I'm not happy about it" I said with a grin. He knew I was playing so it didn't offend him. Me and Alec talked until it was time to leave for the party, and then Jordan showed up.