We're Just Living Reckless (Ben Bruce Fan Fiction)

Here she is

I was exhausted but, I couldnt sleep. I turned over and saw Ben sitting in a chair holding our daughter. I sat up. My stomach hurt and I laid back down.

"Ben let her see her daughter." Myca whined. She sat on the small couch in front of me.

He got up and sat on the edge of the bed.

"She's asleep..." He was smiling so big.

I nodded and I finally saw her.

She was so adorable. My eyes watered and I looked up at Ben. His focus was still on her and he caught my gaze. "We still need to name her."

"I know." My voice was shot.

Suddenly all our friends were giving name suggestions. "I like Ella."

"No Ben fucked an Ella." James shook his head.

"Oh yeah." Danny nodded.

"How about-"

She opened her eyes, revealing a matching pair of her fathers and they began to water. She took in a sharp breath and began to cry.

Ben looked up at them and they stood. "We're gonna be in the hall." Myca began pushing them out and I could hear her bitch at them. I smiled.

"Here." Ben handed her to me and helped me set my pillow up. He adjusted the bed so I could sit up and her cries began to slow down.

I rocked her and kissed her forehead.

"Wait." Ben took out his phone and took a picture of me and our daughter. "My parents and your dad have been blowing my phone up my phone."

I would've complained to him but, I didnt have the energy. His phone rung and he looked at me. "Hi mum."

"Shes so cute!"

I smiled.

"Alex are you okay?"

"Im so tired." I shook my head. He was face timing them.

"Aw!" She grabbed my dad.  He looked just as excited to see his granddaughter. "She beautiful."

"Have you thought of a name?"

"Not really." Ben shrugged.

"Alex we came up with a list!"

"Yeah..." I sounded unsure and Mrs. Bruce laughed. "They drugged you?"

"During labor..."

"Rest up and call us back."

"Wheres dad?" Ben looked back at his phone.

"He fell asleep. Ill wake him later."

Ben faced the phone away. "Want me to take her?"

"Yeah." I couldnt stay awake and he put his phone down. I kissed her again before Ben held her and I went to sleep.

*****

"Ben let me hold her." I was feeling fully rested since yesterday.

"No she wants to stay here." He had her in his arms.

I whined and she began crying again. "Shit. Shit." He gave her to me and I rocked my arms. I began making weird face to her and soon her cries slowed and eventually stopped.

She made a weird face like she was wondering what I was doing.

"I swear as soon as she sees you she hates me."

I laughed and kissed her forehead.

"While you slept I thought of a name."

"Okay."

"Do you want to name her after your sister?"

I looker up at him. "I- dont know."

He nodded and I moved over a little for him to sit next to me. "Thats the only thing I could think of. It was stupid..."

"No. Its good. Lets name her Emily."

Ben looked shocked. "You sure?"

"Yeah. What about her middle name?"

Ben smirked. "Can we?"

"Can w-?" I laughed. "Emily Alexandria-"

"Bruce." Ben finished and kissed my hair.

"Emily Alexandria Bruce..." I repeated and agreed. "I like it."

We remained looking at her and made faces to make her giggle.

"She will never take you seriously."

"Shut up." I smiled and rubbed her rose cheeks. She was too cute.

Her eyes fluttered open and I kissed her forehead. Emily Alexandria Bruce... I like it.

***cute or not or yeah or or I don't know? YOU GUYS I WORKED THAT CONCERT LAST NIGHT AND JEREMY MCKINNON FROM ADTR KISSED MY CHEEK, I GOT TO GO ON STAGE WITH 30 SECONDS TO MARS, AND I HUNG OUT WITH JIMMY EAT WORLD. But I lost my phone thanks to fucking holes in jeans and yeah... If you can't survive moshing or crowdsurfing gtfo.

Now Bring Me The Horizon and Of Mice & Men in February. Fuck. Yes.