Its been a few days now. She still hasn't reached out to me. I understand that life as a celebrity is hectic and that she probably hardly gets any free time. But why be so certain she would see me again soon if she knew she couldn't!
I checked her twitter almost everday, i noticed how everybody was making a huge fuss and asking if she was ok. I can't help but worry. I feel kind of bad for been so mad at her for not reaching out to me, something is clearly wrong with her and i understand thats way more important.
I tweeted her a few times, i even left my name at the end and she never responded. Im not sure if its because its a fan account and she didn't read it because she had so many and thought it was the same message 'hope your ok' tweet as the rest of the fans had sent or because she read my name and genuinely didn't want to speak to me.
Its crazy you know, this whole situation. How i'm sat here missing her like mad after spending just one day together. How my heart races just at the thought of her.
I can't let this be the end of it. I need answers. I need to know the reason she hasn't been in touch. I need to know how she feels.
