Cold heart of Hate (Discontinued!)

Chapter 13: Regrets

Lukas' Pov:

I had never felt so ashamed and guilty in my life. Both Jesse and Jess had suffered, and what did we do? We ignored them. We let our worries of dating push us away from what we should have known and do. 

Maybe it's our fault that Jesse became abusive to Jess. We are pathetic, a friend is not a friend if they ignored them. We all wanted to solve this, if it was our fault that Jesse became who he is now, then we must repair our mistakes.

We thought their parents left them for something important, but we now know what really happened to them.

"So what now?" asked Axel.

"I don't know, but we need to think of something." Olivia replied.

I wasn't playing attention, while everyone else was talking, I went back to the bathroom. It was still locked and I heard Jess' sobs. I can't believe I was so blind. I need to make it up for her, but how?

"LUKAS!!!"

I turned around and saw Petra running towards me.

"What is it?"

"No time! You need to see this!"

Me and Petra ran to the living room and we saw the news.

"In other news, A police officer by the name of Omar LaMarr was shot by this group of five members." said the reporter.

We gasped.

"Omar LaMarr is Gill's father!" said Petra.

"It can't be the Blaze Rods though, because they only have three members." I said as we watch the rest of the incedent.

"We now go live with Elleegard for further information." said the reported before it was switched with a female reported, on the forest where it's near Gill's house.

"Thank you Soren. Now here we are in the forest, where Omar was killed." We a covered body. We saw the blood around and on the white cloth. This made us scared.

"That's not all, in fact Omar had a son and dogs. The boy is named Gill LaMarr, and it seems that he and the dogs disappeared after the death of Omar. The police found no trail of the teen and the dogs."

We were all frighten now. It can't be the Blaze Rods, that's for sure.

"It seems like it's not the only thing the group of murderous did." 

They show a video of a van and three people with loaded gun on top of it. We see them shoot the windshields of the cars and then there was a huge explosion. I cover my mouth, so does Olivia and Petra, Axel looked scared and shocked.

"We-"

I turned off the television, we didn't want to continue seeing it anymore. I looked at everyone and they all looked at me with scared faces. I don't know what to do with these group of members, but what I did know is that we need to be in hiding. However, it's probably not that bad. I mean people do things similar to this and they get caught and get  taken to prison. 

I sighed and looked at everyone with a calmer look.

"Look guys, we don't have to worry about them. The police will get them eventually, so we are safe."

They began to calm the fear and nodded. To be honest I don't even know if this was right. We all said our goodbyes and they left. I was alone, but Jess was still in the bathroom crying. I bit my lower lip and went to the bathroom again.

Once I got closer, the door opened and I saw Jess come out with wet and her eyes were red. I walked to her and pulled her into a tight hug, she hugged back as she buried her face on my chest and began to cry gain.

"I-i'm sorry Jess. I was so blind, I was a fool. If you want you can leave, I don't care. I hurt you too Jess, I understand if you don't want to be with me anymore."

She looked at me with her watery eyes and stared at me with sadness and shock. She then stepped back and turned around, to make her back face me.

"Lukas...I...I"

I bit my lip as I waited for the answer, I knew it. I turned my head to make sure I don't look at her. I have regrets on what I did. I can never forgive myself for what I did.

"I-I..."