to he who shall someday hold my heart:
* i am nothing short of a mess; proceed with caution
* i really, REALLY like ice cream, and will likely ask for it. often. everyday. constantly.
*i am rather spontaneous and change my mind particularly often. like on a minute by minute basis. if i tell you that i want to watch a movie, there's a good chance i will be asking to bake a cake an hour later.
*i am madly in love with the sky. if i could, i would gather it all into a pendant and wear it around my neck forever. you will often catch me gazing into the eyes of the clouds, and it's up to you to bring me back and show me the stars in yours.
*i like to wander. please do not worry. i always find my way back eventually.
*the forest is my favorite place on this earth. i like to visit often. and there's a good chance i'll ask you to come with me.
*i like to take pictures. of everything. when i experience something that speaks to my soul, i often long to relive it again and again.
*i get distracted often. if we are having a discussion about a book, i will likely interject with a comment regarding the deliciousness of baked asparagus. it's a fatal flaw.
*i love love love when everyday events occur late at night. for example: night swimming, night walking, late night prayers in the chapel, cooking a meal in the middle of the night, etc. i will likely stay up late to for certain activities solely to experience them late at night.
*i am rather bad at observing and interpreting conclusions. i'm virtually clueless and i'm very bad at reading people. no matter how explicit one's actions, there's a good chance i still will not catch on.
*i'm also quite naive and believe virtually everything that i am told. please do not take advantage of that.
* i never pay attention. ever. i truly am sorry. you're going to have to repeat yourself, and i know that's annoying. but keeping myself from distractions is a skill i never mastered. there's too much beauty on this earth i have yet to experience.
*i am absurdly in love with the game of basketball. i get very excited about it. i love to play it, too, but i am dreadfully bad. it's a tragedy really.
*i am a walking paradox and a wandering contradiction. i rarely make sense, and if by some miracle i do, you will surely be left with questions.
*if i see a cute baby, i will almost certainly make happy noises or try to talk to it.
*i adore late night trips to the church for a midnight chat with my Jesus.
*if i hear a slow song, i will pretend i'm in a sad movie. just let me have my moment.
*i hate bugs. hate. them. if i encounter one it is likely i will scream and/or cry.
*when baking cookies or cupcakes, i will spend hours decorating them. yes, i am aware that they will soon face their doom, but we all have our rights.
*speaking of rights, i am one of roe v wade's purest opponents. if you even so much as slightly condone such disgusting acts, i will lash out. anyone who kills the potential for beauty is no friend of mine.
*i don't understand sexual references and i don't find them funny and that's just the way it is.
*i'm sorry if at times i am a bit self-deprecating. i have some trouble loving myself sometimes.
*i like pencils better than pens. just in case you ever needed to know.
*i am so in love with flowers. i will always love them more than any other gift so don't bother with diamonds. make me smile, buy me flowers.
*i. hate. holding. hands. it's awkward and uncomfortable. put your arm around me. i love that.
*my music taste: indie, hard rock, jazz, alternative, slow acoustic/folk, classical, rap, gospel etc.
*i love to cry. a lot. all the time. a lot of times it's for good reason. a lot of times it's for no reason at all. just hug me and feed me chocolate.
YOU ARE READING
fragments of my soul (excerpts from the books i'll never write)
Poetrythe whispers it speaks to me