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CAMILA'S POV

I walked downstairs to breakfast, feeling absolutely dreadful about everything i've done. I wish I could just talk to someone about this...but I can't. Nobody can ever know about what i've done with Adrian. Why did I do it? Why? The thought of y/n finding out makes me want to go to hell. I deserve to be in hell for what i've done.

Y/n hasn't answered my calls, she's been too busy for me...is she bored of me? Has she given up on us? I hope not..i miss the contact we used to have. We used to be so in love. What happened? All we do is fight. Even over the littlest things.

I walked into the refectory and was shortly greeted by a hysterical Dinah Jane. She was laughing alongside Lauren and Rory. I walked towards them and sat down beside them, no longer hungry.

"Hey, Camz! Try balancing a grape on your nose for longer than three seconds. That's our highest record" Lauren laughed. I laughed a little and shook my head.

"I think i'll just leave that for you guys to do" I nodded. She threw me a weird look and nodded her head slowly, noticing I was slightly down. Usually i'd be dying to beat their record of three seconds.

"you ok?" Lauren asked. I threw her a fake smile and shrugged.

"Im fine"

Lauren nodded and got back to her competitive game with Dinah and Rory. I sighed quietly and turned my head, suddenly staring into Adrian's eyes from a distance. He had an amused smile on his face as he signalled for me to go over. I shook my head discreetly and turned back. I felt his eyes staring me down, I just had to look back. Maybe I should go over? I can finally call this quits and remind him that it cannot go on. I sighed and stood up from my seat. I walked closer to him and pulled him away from the doorway so nobody could see us.

"Hey, where did you go? I was looking forward to waking up besi-"

"Shut up. This cannot go on. It can't happen again, ok?" I whispered angrily. Angry at myself for ever allowing it to happen, and angry at him for being somehow so irresistible.

"Oh come on. Maybe it's time to admit that you're no longer in love with your wife. You ju-"

"I am. I love y/n Adrian I just...I can't-"

"Can't stay away from me. Can't keep your hands off me. I hear you babygirl" he whispered, placing his hand on my waist.

"No, Adrian this has to stop" I breathed out at his touch.

"It's just a little fun"

"But I'm starting to...feel something for you and I'm not allowing that to happen" I said, pushing him away from me.

"Leave her. We can be together"

"No we can't!" I yelled as Ally walked out of the elevator. She frowned and put her hand on my shoulder.

"Everything ok?" She asked me.

"Yeah, don't worry about it" I smiled. Ally nodded and walked into the refectory to meet with the other girls from breakfast. I breathed out in relief, im so glad she didn't come down sooner. She would've seen it, the way Adrian was with me. I looked up into his eyes.

"It can't happen again, ok?" I breathed out before walking away.

"I love you, Mila" he spoke. The words rung through my head. They repeated and each time they did, the more I realised how much of a fool i've been. What have I done? Look what's happened now. I don't love him...but I feel like I probably would have fallen in love with him if I wasn't with y/n. Y/n is my world, my main priority. She flies here tomorrow and I don't know how I'm gonna be able to look her in the eyes without looking guilty. I turned to him and shook my head slowly.

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"I can't love you, Adrian. This is exactly why we shouldn't have done anything in the first place" I informed him. He nodded his head and turned scratched the back of his neck.

"hey, listen...I shouldn't have said that. Just forget about it...yeah?" He spoke. I nodded.

"Don't worry, it's all forgotten about"

I gasped as I woke up harshly of the reminder. Y/n placed her hand on my leg and looked at me with a slight smile on her face.

"You ok?" She asked me. I nodded quickly.

"Yeah...I had a nightmare" I told her, not wanting to tell her about Adrian confessing his love to me. The thought of it made me feel pretty sick...why can't my mind just erase all of it? Everything that happened between Adrian and I, I wish I could just forget about it all.

"You've been sleeping for hours now" she chuckled as she slipped her fingers between mine. I smiled and leaned over, kissing her cheek.

"Have you slept at all?" I asked her. She shook her head and gently rested it on her seat. I pouted and brought her hand to my lips. I kissed it lightly and rested my head on her shoulder.

"Get some sleep, we've still got hours until we land" I spoke quietly.

"...yeah, I guess I should try" she shrugged softly. She definitely sounds tired, she why is she making it sound like she'll struggle to get to sleep? The only thing I can think of is how she overthinks things. She blocks up her mind with things that worry her and get to her, what could be on her mind?

"Wanna talk?" I asked her. She turned her head and looked at me. "About what?"

"I dunno" i shrugged. "It just seems like you've got a lot on your mind. You've been a little...off since this morning"

She frowned a little, then smiled at me. "Im fine"

"Okay...well, you know you can talk to me, right?" I said to her, reminding her.

"Yeah, of course" she breathed out as she closed her eyes to get some sleep. I watched her slowly breathe in and out as she rested her head on the seat. I feel like somethings bothering her. She was fine last night? This morning she seemed a little...i dunno. She just wasn't the same.

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Y/N'S POV

That text messages are glued to my mind. All I'm seeing is the words he wrote to me. It was almost a threat?

This morning, I woke up to a shit load of twitter notifications. Adrian had sold a story. He informed the world that he had in fact slept with Camila and everyone has seen the articles.

He also managed to get a hold of my number. He sent me a few links to a few articles.

'Hi y/n. How's things? My nose is broken, by the way. So for that, I'm demanding a paycheque from you.'

'If I don't receive one, explicit photographs of your wife will be going worldwide. I'll leak them. I do have a few you know :). She still send me them ;)'

'You've got 48 hours'

'Oh, and if you tell anybody about this, I mean anyone, the police, your manager, those sexy pictures of your wife will go online sooner. I find out everything, y/n.'

'Tell your wife to text me back, it's been over ten minutes ;)'

£800,000 he wants from me. I've not told Camila about any of this yet, she'll freak out and I don't want to ruin this vacation by starting it off with this news.

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