Right lets just skip to the point my brothers dead and I'm still in school so it's very hard for me to actually i guess live atm when I'm 16 I'm joining the snipers don't know what there called not intelligent like key aha 😇🙏🏾 and one day even if it's his spiritual form or any thing I wanna look through my scope and see him anyway my girlfriend Jessica she's the most amazing girl I've ever met but one day I was holding her hand dropping her home and suddenly I get a message from my dad I look at it it reads He didn't make it he was shot in his tank I'm sorry son call me asap love u xxxx I suddenly stopped walking and hugged Jess and started to tear up she looked at my phone read the message and kissed me on the cheek and hugged me even harder I said I'll make them pay she said no I know this is hard for u but your staying with me I then started to smile i then looked her in the eyes and kissed her and said I'm joining the military I'm sorry baby she said no your not and said what will I do if u get killed I said u live ur life she said I couldn't, I couldn't live with out u we then held hands and kissed eachother for like 15 mins then I walked her home and the rest I'm not gonna tell u for obvious reasons 💏👫🙌🏾☺️❤️😊 the moral of the story is I don't know if I should leave plz help me