Limits. (Zak Bagans Fan Fic)

No Control.

Zak's POV

'I never want to talk to you again.' Those words had broke me, they have been inside my head since she told me. It was now the next morning and I hadn't slept. Her voice still echoed in my head, the pain in her face all because of me.

If she never wanted to speak to me again or see me, her wish is my command. I love her enough to give her what she wants and clearly me, is she didn't want. I wish I knew why but for now I'll give her what she wants.

The past months had been worse than hell, between losing her, finding her and then losing her I couldn't keep it up. My emotions were everywhere. And now she lost her mum and I can't be there for her, I know she'll be tough but you only get one mum in life and hers was taken away.

All I wanted to do was kiss her. Kiss her beautiful lips, be devoured by her. The way she moans between kisses, how she bites her lip wanting more and how her sweet mouth moves when she says my name.

We had reviewing tonight at Aaron's and I would be there and so would Roni, I didn't know how it was going to work but this my my job and whether or not Roni needs to acknowledge that.

Before heading to Aaron's I took a stroll along the strip. Seeing what was happening, but it was the same old. Drunks, whores, pimps, police scattered everywhere and Nick. Nick!

I stood frozen, as he too stood still. We both looked at each other, my face didn't move however his did. He smiled at me, but it wasn't a happy smile. He moved closer to me, heading straight for me and I couldn't move.

"Zachery" he had a slight giggle. "Where's Roni?"

"How do you know Ron--"

"I know all Zak. And now I think she knows who you are." He winked at me.

It took me a while to connect his words with Roni's, but once I figured it out I knew Nick got to Roni. "You stay away from here." I hissed through my teeth.

"I will. She was with me all night, upset over you. She defended you but once I knocked some sense through her she saw you for who you are. Manipulative." He smirked.

"I don't manipulate anyone!" I yelled causing a few people to stop and stare.

"Oh yes you do and now she see's it. We laid together all night dude, talking. It was great. I understand why you want her." He patted my shoulder and strolled right on.

"No Roni" I gasped silently. I could feel my heart breaking knowing she was with him, his bed, holding him. I felt like I needed to be sick, she meant what she said. It is done, she never wants me apart of her life and if she had listened to Nick and was manipulated by him then I'm happy for us to be done.

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"Zak" Aaron cheerfully answered the door. "Bill has already got good evidence! Where have you been?"

"Out. She ain't here?" I searched the house, looking through the empty spaces.

"Upstairs. Please don't make a thing" Aaron closed the door.

"She was with Nick." I scoffed. Aaron's face went from hiding the awkwardness to red raging hot. "I bumped into him only a few short hours ago. She spent the night with him, in his bed with him."

"I'm not dealing with this now!" He grunted. "Later."

We huddled around the computers, going through all out footage and yet I couldn't focus. The stairs where next to us and Roni was only a few steps away, I could practically feel her.

"Zak!" Aaron hissed. "Get your head in the game!"

"Whoa. Time out!" Bill shouted. "What's going on? I'm sorry but I can't work with you two glaring at each other. We haven't been a real team in weeks and I think it's over Roni. Seriously, it's just a women. What's the problem?"

"Bill" Aaron grunted. "Just a women? She's our friend."

"Yes sorry. Can we focus please? We can't afford to have you two fighting over Roni or anyone. We are a team!" Bill slammed his computer and stormed off.

As the silence drew over us, loud thuds came down the stairs.

"I'll leave. So you can work without me here." She glared at me.

"Leaving to see Nick?" I swung off my chair and Aaron followed.

"Excuse me?" She looked surprised.

"Yea Nick, I bumped into him today. He said he had a real good time in bed, all night." I crossed my arms as her face fell.

"Please Roni, you didn't go there?" Aaron squinted his eyes in agony.

"You are going to believe Zak?" She gushed.

"Hey I've just been told what happened. So how was he? Nearly made your way through the whole team?" As soon as those words left my mouth I regretted them, I gasped as soon as I said them but Roni's fist was quicker.

Just like that she cracked me hard in the face sending me on my ass. I could only see red. Red blood, red seeping through Roni's aura.

"Fuck you!" She screamed. She bent down and yelled again "Fuck you!" In my ear.

"Roni!" Aaron pulled her away and threw her on the lounge. "You two are fucking animals!" He scolded.

Roni was sitting on the lounge panting out of anger, I was still on my ass and Aaron was nearly hyperventilating.

"Du---- what the fuck?" Bill walked in. "Fuck." He looked at me.

"I'm okay. I deserved it." I whined as Bill pulled me back up on my feet.

"Did you say deserved it? Finally admitting something you deserved? Not blaming others wow!" Roni started to clap her hands.

"What are you going on about?" I snorted.

"You do no wrong, don't you? How does it feel to finally take ownership of what you did?" She smiled.

"WHAT ARE YOU ON ABOUT?" I threw a tantrum.

"Nick told her things that you are manipulative, that everyone needs to bow down to you, you need to control everything. The shit he'd say so people hate you." Aaron explained to me.

"Control? You think I want to control you?" I gasped. I was hurt. "Work is where I need to control things, I run that show so I have to! But Roni, I love who you are. I wouldn't change you for anything."

"Don't try to save your ass now!" She looked nervous.

"I love you Roni. I was fool on how I acted, I was a idiot to lay my hands on you but I needed you in my arms, in my embrace. Having you away for so long has killed me."

"Zak-" she spoke.

"No. I'm sorry. You believed Nick over me." I shook my head and left the house. For the time being I was done, so done.