Poems 2

*I don't have a title*

I'm toxic.
All I do is make people worse.
I'm sick.
I can't get rid of this curse.

I'm not talking to you,
Because I don't want to?
I'm not talking to you,
Because I'll break down again.

Don't think I don't want to talk to you,
I do, every second everyday.
I can't stop remembering,
All the memories we made.

I want to miss you,
But I can't afford to.
I want to talk to you,
Just like we used to.

But if you really care,
Like you say you do.
Then you'll stop,
You'll let me breathe.

I need space.
From you,
From everyone.
I need time.

If I see your name,
My chest immediately hurts.
If I see a picture,
My eyes immediately water.

I just need some time,
To learn to live without you.
I just need some space,
To learn what I can and can't do.