Oceans {Frank Iero} [UNEDITED]

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*Day of the TØP concert*

~Sarah's POV~

Its the day that I get to meet the two people who have saved me from killing myself many times.

I try to find a long sleeved shirt with their logo but I rember my sister took it and still hasn't returned it.

I look in her room and find nothing. I don't want Tyler and Josh to see the cuts on my wrist because their moto is to stay alive but the slits on my wrist have shown that I tried not to listen to them.

I grab the longest sleeved shirt with the logo on it I can find. It is only a short sleeved shirt but I try not to worry.
I throw my black skinny jeans on and my black and white converse.

I grab my bag that has the tickets and money in it and I head out the door and start my walk to Pete's house which is close to the train station that will bring us into the city.

I reach his house and he runs out of the door all giddy. "ARE YOU READY!?" He screams.
"I AM REALLY NOT!" I scream back laughing.

*on the train*

We see other people wearing the bands merch and they ask if we have Floor seats or The more expensive seating. "Uh, we actually have the backstage passes?" I awnser them. The boy looks at us questioningly, "They don't sell those." I look at Pete. "Pete where did you get the tickets." "Mydadisfriendswithjoshdunandhegotmethesetickets." He rambles. "PETE YOU DIDN'T INFORM ME YOUR FATHER WAS FRIENDS WITH JOSHUA WILLIAM DUN!" I yell.
The other fans laugh and then they ask, "Wait can we come backstage with you guys too?"
Pete shakes his head no and says, "You would have to get the tickets."

*at MSG*

~Sarah's POV~

We put on our passes that we have to use to get backstage with and we pass by security gaurds and they ask us, "Are you Miss. Ross and Mr. Wentz?" "Yes sir." Pete awnsers. "Come with us please."

I look at Pete with worry in my eyes. "Where are we going?" I ask. "You two get to go to sound check for the bands." The tall security gaurd awnsers. "Sick." I say. "As frick." Pete says back.

We stand in the empty arena just talking and we here a voice beam through the speakers along with strumming of a ukulele.
"Pete. Is he real." I say way to loudly and that made Tyler laugh. "Yes. I am real."

"Holy cheese-its. Pete look-it hes real!" I say acting like a two year old who sees a candy bar.

"So I am guessing your Sarah." He smiles and laughs.
I run around the empty areana yelling, "Tyler Joseph knows my name!" Making Pete and Tyler laugh. "C-can someone please hug me. I need a hug." I say clutching my head.

"You guys want to meet Jenna she gives great hugs." Tyler says. "Ohmylordyespleaseicantbelieveimgoingtomeetjennajosephpleaselordhelpme." I babble.
As I see Jenna and Josh walk out. "Hi Ty- who is that girl running around? Is she okay?" Josh asks Tyler who is cruently laughing. "OHMYJOSHISTHATJOSH?" I ask myself mostly. "Sarah! Calm yourself!" I say to myself.

"Can we adopt you?" Jenna asks.
"I honestly wish. I never see any of my family members. My parents work until late at night and my siblings are always doing sport things after and before school." I say honestly.
"Do you want to come backstage so we can get pictures?" Josh asks. "I'm not sure how I get up there." I tell them. "Here we'll lift you both up." Tyler says. I nod my head.

I go to the front of the stage and Tyler and Josh both grab one of my arms and pull me up then they do the same to Pete.

Tyler takes my phone as I already had it open.

He turns it to video and runs around the stage area with me chasing behind him laughin and trying to get my phone back.

He saves it and posts it on my story and instantly a bunch of random people snap me asking for a snap from Tyler.

We ask one of the security guards to get a picture including Me, Pete, Jenna, Tyler, Josh and Mark because I am Mark trash.

We save the picture and send it to my story again. I post it to my instagram and tag everyone. They all like it and I have a small seizure.

I screenshot that they liked it because I was having a mental breakdown. A few minutes after they like it I get follow request and people liking my photo.
They had forgot people can see when they like something.

Jenna and Mark followed me and I actually freaked out. I thank them multiple times.

Jenna takes Tylers phone and goes on it I don't question it then I get a follow request from Tyler. "JENNAYOUCANTDOTHISTOMEHELP." I yell then laugh. I see Mark on Joshes phone "MARKNO." I yell.
Then a follow request from Josh.

What is going on right now.

Im going to wake up and this is just going to be a dream.

I go suddenly deep into thoughts about how everything thats happening isn't.

Apparently I zoned out for a few minutes and Tyler taps my arm a few times and I come back to reality. I feel someone holding my arm and I try to pull it back but Tyler asks, "Why do you have those?" "I made them.." I say shamefully and I look down.  "I-im sorry." I mumble to Tyler. "Sarah, why did you do that in the first place?" He asks. "I...my...there are so many reasons Tyler I just dont know the real one anymore." I tell him truthfully.
"Whats wrong?" Josh asks as he walks in.
"Uh, nothing!" I say putting my jacket back on to cover my sleeves.

Tyler looks at me with sad eyes and I take my jacket back off. 
Josh comes over and sits next to me in the ground.
He looks at my arm and he just hugs me not saying a word.

"Please don't do that anymore you're so nice and whoever would make you want to do that should be ashamed of themselves." He whispers to me still hugging me. I hug him tighter.

"Thank you Jish." I whisper to him.

"No problemo." He says releasing me from the hug.

*during their set*

~Sarah's POV~

"We like you all to meet two of our newly found frens!" Tyler says as Jenna drags us both out. "Wow. Thats alot of people. Hi?" I say. "I know right this is terrifying." Pete says. People in the crowd laugh.

Two security gaurds run out and hand us our own microphones.
"Well, hi! I'm Sarah." I say into the microphone smiling.
"Hey, I am Pete Wentz." Pete says.
"Can you guys play Isle of Flightless Birds?" I ask. It was a older song but it was most definitely my favorite.

"Yeah sure." Tyler starts to play it and I just sit on Joshes drum platform and watch him play.

I take a few videos for memories I close my phone to just sit and enjoy the show.

~a/n~

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x Sarah