I don't know why everyone doesn't care about the fact that I'm fooling around while dating Ryan but that everyone hates it because it's with and older guy, I don't even realize half the time that he's older. I love him, age is just a number people, chill.
My therapist thinks I need to back off and stop having sex. I just smiled and said I would, only so I could escape the lecture. My dad... when I say dad I mean my step dad, he's the one that was actually there from the beginning, My real father didn't want me, until I was born but my mom pushed back and wouldn't allow it.
I feel like I got off the hook from life, I got the better end. I know it doesn't look like it, but my moms life was a wreck. She got abused by her father, she was a teen mom when she had us twins and she was pregnant with the younger one while she was trying to work and go to college at the same time Jake was working and was doing college, somehow we all survived. Now my moms a therapist and my dads a doctor.
I know, why couldn't my mom just help me with my problems. There's a quick and easy answer, she's my mom, she got her therapist friend to help me out. I told her not to say anything to my mom, I trusted her.
She was very kind. I liked her. She did make me smile a couple times.
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Random1 girl in a big world. Life has her swirling, she feels helpless and can't seem to get the hang of living. Something has happened, what could it be? Find out in the next book.