Chapter 4

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I walk out of class and to my locker, after I've put my books in there I walk outside to my tree.

I always go there to work on my drawings, I sometimes get to finish them but most of the time Melanie and her 'crew' come over and bother me.

But I can handle it, I always have always will.

I got to my tree and sat under it, it's always beautiful here.

Even if it's raining, windy etcetera etcetera.

I got out my drawings book and picked the one I've been working on out.

It was a drawing of my gran, I had started it a few years back, and still haven't finished it.

I just can't get it right, I'm stuck on her hands, normally I would just change it so I didn't have to draw them.

But I need to finish this the right way, not the cheating way.

I need to do it for her.

She always gave me the most encouragement, she always believed in me, the only one who believed in me.

See she died in a car accident a few years ago, she was my only friend.

Now it's just mum, dad, Carter and me.

Mum and dad don't really care about me anymore,  they've always loved Carter more.

Carter, he's one of the popular guys, he's a jock, a basketball player.

He's also Melanies boyfriend.

He doesn't care that she's always bullied me, actually no one actually knows he and I are related in anyway.

The bell rings meaning interval has finished and I get up and go to meet Michael.

I see him going inside with the popular guys and knew that he wouldn't be needing me anymore as usual, no one needs me.

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