Stronger Than I Was. ~Discontinued~

Brainless.

*Revised Version!*

Carmens POV.

After Carmal and I finished eating, we head to my room.

I take off my shorts, kicking them off my right foot when someone clears their throat. I whip my head around and see Daryl standing there smirking at me, I try covering up.

"Do you mind?" I ask.

"Nah continue." Daryl says.

I walk over to the bed throwing the sheet over me and sit down putting my head in my hands, feeling the world spinning around me. The bottle of whiskey Daryl was drinking earlier sits next to me only containing a bit of liquor, I grab it and uncap it, drinking the little remains of the liquor. Daryl sits on the couch, eying me, but fidgeting with his crossbow.

"Shit my bad, did you want some?" I motioned the now empty bottle towards him. He shakes his head, looking at it. "Lil too late for that."

I shrug, reaching for my shorts to put them back on and standing up to throw the bottle away, my feet start subconsciously leading me out of the room, and towards the rec room, wanting to go on a drunken adventure. I see Lori, Carl, Carmal and Sophia.

"Hey Carmen." Sophia greets, playing a board game with Carl.

I smile at them, their faces looking blurry. "Hey guys, what yall playing?"

"Monopoly." Carl answers foccussing on the game.

Lori walks over to me. "You're drunk Carmen." She laughs.

"Dont tell anyone." I laugh with her, sitting on the table next to her.

She shakes her head, her laughter calming down. "So who gave you that hicky? It was Daryl huh?"

I look at her "I'm not one to kiss and tell Lorii."

She laughs again as I drag out her name. "You need some rest."

I shake my head. "I'm fine don't sweat it."

She narrows her eyes at me, trying to read how drunk I actually am. I stiffin, doing my best to look normal. "Fine but me and the kids are heading off to bed."

I nod, patting my lap for Carmal to come to me.

"Carmen can Carmel sleep with me tonight? Pleasee." Carl begs, not wanting to seperate from Carmel.

I shrug "Sure just feed him before you go to sleep."

He smiles and nods, whistling for Carmal to follow as they all leave the room. I stand up, stumbling towards the bookshelf. Grabbing at a random book, I open it, unsettling the dust. I sneeze when the dust tickles my nose.

The book slips out of my hand, landing on the floor with a slight thud. "Shit." I bend down picking it up.

"Need some help there?"

I turn around to see Shane, standing at the entrance with another bottle of liquor. "I think I'm good." I laugh.

He walks towards me, closing the door on the way. I disregard it pretty quickly, and sit back on the table, opening the book to the first page again.

"You busy?" he stands in front of me, drinking the contents of the bottle.

I look at him while he drinks, taking the bottle out of his mouth, I down a couple gulps myself. He stares at me with fire in his eyes as I lick off the remains of liquor off my lips. I hand him back the bottle, biting my lip, and he sets it down beside me, standing between my legs at this point.