Who He Really Is [Jacob Sartorius fanfic]

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You ever find that the one place on earth where you feel at home, isn't actually a place but more so a person?

Where you can tell they're nearby because of the scent you remember them by. Maybe it's by the sound of their footsteps inching closer to you.

I think my so called place is Jacob.

For a whlie now, I've been thinking of what we will grow up to be. I don't want to lose what we have. I feel so safe with him and i don't ever want it to end.

He's gonna be flying around the world for another tour in a couple months. I'm scared he'll see one of those fangirls and fall in love with them.

But I trust him with all my heart, that he'll never do anything to hurt me. At least not intentionally.

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2 monThs lAter

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"I'm so excited babe. But I already feel myself missing you like crazy. Please tell me you'll wait for me when I come back?" He says to me as we celebrate his going away on tour.

"I will wait for you.. I love you," I say nervously. It's cheesy but I mean it.

"Let's stop thinking about going away, let's talk about us." He says while he envelopes me into a hug from the back. His chin is placed in the crook of my neck and I can feel the warmth of this cheek brushing against mine.

I'm gonna miss this. It won't be such a regular thing anymore. I'll only get to see him when he has breaks in between shows maybe once every two months. It's gonna be hard, I think.

"Are you gonna miss me gravy?" He asks as he positions himself so he can look me in the eyes.

"Nah, I don't think so, you're annoying anyway so if anything I'll be celebrating," I saw tonelessly as I watch Jacob slowly crumble up.

He looks disappointed. I loved it when he overreacted. "I'm kidding babe! I'm gonna call you as soon as you exit my house and when I wake up and when you board the planes and buses and all that. I feel like I can't live a day without you. I wanna come on your tour with you so badly but I can't. I wish I could, so I could see your beautiful smile everyday. But circumstances won't let it happen. So I'll send my kisses everyday." I said as I went over to sit on his lap and give him a hug.

I really am going to miss his beautiful self.

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I'm gonna meet my happiness :)

Stay beautiful my loves
-L