I opened my eyes as I looked for her, but nothing was seen, it was just dark and dark, I searched the deep water for her and all of sudden, I noticed a little blue piece shinning right there at the bottom , wait a second that’s her necklace, I let out a fake sigh of relief, just to remind you we’re under the water and the air I saved in my lungs started fading and the water started getting to them not to mention the pain that still remind me now and then of its presence each second I would do any simple move and it was unsupportable, so practically I don’t have no time. I quickly spotted her lying helpless and motionless so close to the bottom. I quickly made my way to her, wrapping my left arm around her torso and her now weak and completely numb body, it rested peacefully there right at the bottom, it was totally fragile not like earlier at the art class, when she was tensed with both my arms around her waist and that little moan that escaped her mouth was nothing but priceless, just the thought of that made me smile, how her petite figure fitted in my hands and how she let out that little moan made me satisfied but now wasn’t the time to think about this, I need to get out from this trouble, I pulled her with me, as I made our way to the top, but my open wounds made it really hard and painful, I can’t even move my hand yet grab a person from the bottom of this profoundly river and swim back to the top, you can imagine how anguished this is but I have to stay strong for myself and most of all stay strong for her.
Finally, I brought us both above water as we reached the top, then I placed her on the grass, and I sat there gasping for air, I kept looking at her, waiting for her to make any sort of move, to assure me that she is okay, to confirm that she is breathing, but there was nothing, she seemed like a death body, she seemed so death with her pale face and blue lips, the water was cold so this isn’t surprising, I quick brought my hands to her chest and placed them where her heart should be, then I started pumping lightly hoping to revive her heart and bring her back to life, but that wasn’t working at all, I stopped as I searched her body for any pulse but there isn’t any, I tried one more time knowing that it was useless, and will never work, I knew that I should do something else. I brought my head closer and bent over so I was inches away from her face, that sweet smell she had when I was at the same position earlier wasn’t presence anymore, I only smelled the death, then I lifted her head a little bit, I know nothing about what I am doing right now but I’ve seen this on Tv once, when someone wanted to save his friend who has drown, I won’t deny it but at first I felt disgusted and laughed at him but now I can’t help but do the same, I am ready to do anything, no matter what is it and I simply don’t care besides she is a girl so it won’t be that hard right? I just need to save her right now.
I brought my lips and connected them with her cold, lifeless and blue lips, then I followed the instructions I still have stuck in my head thank god, but I have to say that I am panicking, I mean there’s been a while and I am trying and doing this stupid artificial respiration but still there’s nothing, what if she is really death? What if I was just wasting time? I shook these ideas and question out of my head, there’s no way I am giving up, I won’t stop, no I wont, until I get her back to life.
Suddenly she coughed and a huge amount of water left her mouth probably from her lungs, she had her eyes still closed and finally her chest rise up and fell down, finally she was breathing and I let out a completely sigh of relief, she was still alive and that was just great, I sat there catching my breath as I watched how her color began to get back to contrast and her lips transformed into their regular shade of pink. As much as I loved being here when she would open her eyes, as much as I wanted to see that smile over her face, I couldn’t, I simply couldn’t. although I was happy that she is finally alive and save, I couldn’t fight the anger building up in my veins, she was the reason that this night is ruined , and because of her I didn’t do what I came here to do, and I just got shot and Steve was wandering around proud of his achievement against me once more, she ruined the chance and opportunity to kill the man that killed my life besides I couldn’t bear the pain anymore in my chest, so I needed to get out of here and go home, I will drink my ass off and get some sleep hoping the pain will simply disappear and go away.
Lucy’s POV:
After everything had faded away, I was finally rested in peace, at the bottom of this river where no body will find out about me or see me. I wonder what my parents reaction would be when that will find out that I am death, why have they to go out tonight? If they didn’t, I wouldn’t dare to go out and take this risk, but I did this mistake and I should blame myself and so one else, what would Luke say when he will know? Well only god knows what that would their reaction would be. It’s true that I heard another sound of shot, did he killed that Steve guy? Or was it Louis who got shot seeing that they both had guns and the fact that they were talking about revenge, but who did get shot? I hoped that it was that Steve guy, or maybe it was Louis? Just the thought of that made my heart ach, of my gosh I still can feel something deep, inside moving for him, although he had gave up on me when I needed him and the fact that I am death now, but am I really death ? my thoughts were interrupted by a voice yelling and shouting , wait a second, I know that thick raspy voice and who it belongs to, seriously? Even when I am death I still can hear him, he was saying something like “wake up, come on open your eyes” and I felt a rough pressure on my chest and it sounded so real, I felt it, maybe I wasn’t death at the end, maybe I was still alive, I tried to breath but it was quite hard and hard, I tried to scream and let him know that I am still alive but I couldn’t , in fact I couldn’t feel any part of my body, it seemed very cold and empty and it scared me, suddenly I felt a pair of soft lips on mine, I tried to speak to him, to tell him that I am still alive but simply couldn’t.
All of sudden I felt something run up my lungs and storm out my mouth, that’s when finally I can feel the air finding its way to my lungs and finally I can feel the life in my body, I tried to open my eyes but they were still glued and it was like if I had no control on them, well I had no control of my whole body, and it was like if the pain was back again, but this time it was sweeter, yeah, it was a sweet pain and it kept going away and away until it’s gone, completely gone. I felt a rush of tiredness run down my body, and it felt numb, I couldn’t do any move, not even a small move like opening my eyes or moving my hand, I really wanted to open my eyes, to see who saved me, but I couldn’t, although I heard his voice I wasn’t so sure it was him or maybe I just imagined it, and it was someone else. Curiosity was taking me over again, I really should get some therapy or see a doctor, I fought that tiring feeling, as I fluttered my eyes open, I expected to see his face, l expected to see him next to me, but there was nothing and no one, l expected that I’ll wake up in a hospital room, with bright light in the room, but this is so for from a hospital room, it was just dark, the only light was coming from a car, on the bridge, wait a second, I looked around me with my blurry vision and saw that Ï was laying on the grass next to the river, shit I was still here, I wandered my eyes as I scanned the surroundings, to find if there some one who can help or any thing I would benefit from, but nothing, what the hell is going on here? I was confused like fuck, but my confusion only grew wider when I saw that there was a black jacket covering the top of my body. I quick recognized it, it was Louis’, that smell of sweet cologne he was putting made it easy to know it, also I remembered how I like it on him this morning when he wore it, but stop thinking about him, I looked my side and my eyes went wide open when I noticed a big amount of blood next to my body. Shit I just got back to this stupid life, I am going to leave again? I didn’t want to think about that any more, I just gave up and closed my eyes as I lay back on my back and brushed all the thoughts out of my head, and for the very first time that no thought and no idea bothered me, I just needed some rest and most of all my mind needed and wanted that break, and I am glad that I’ve finally found it.
It was really cold and my wet clothes made it hard for me to not notice or feel, but that jacked did a little job by warming up my body, but it wasn’t enough it was freezing here. All of sudden I felt two pair of arms slid down my body , then I was lifted up bridal style in his strong arms, I felt a little bit a happiness and I tried to open my eyes to meet his blue ones but instead I met a brown ones, my vision was still blurry and I didn’t know what I was looking at but I assumed that it’s eyes, “ Louis?” I questioned but it came just above a low whisper “ it’s not Louis dear, and don’t be afraid you’re safe” the man said again and that was all what I wanted and needed to know and to hear, I am safe, I let myself drift away as I didn’t give much importance to what’s going on there, I mean he said that I am safe, I trusted this unknown man with closed eyes although I don’t know who is him and I am pretty sure that he isn’t Louis too, but I didn’t want to take things further any more, I mean what the worst that can happens next? I’ve already tasted the death and guess what it’s not sour or painful as they said, it’s not that bad. I can feel his footsteps as he was still holding me in his arms, but then stopped, I still can hear everything but I can’t move or say anything, I heard another voice speaking but couldn’t figure it out, I couldn’t even figure out who was holding me too, but it sounded familiar to my ears. “ I think you should take her to a hospital” I couldn’t hear what was the other answer cause right then I lost the connection, I lost everything, it was like someone turned off my brain and my emotions, I couldn’t hear or feel anymore, my mind faded away. but I have to admit that when I heard him say “ you should take her to the hospital” I felt a sigh of relief they just wanted to help, maybe they were just walking there and found me.
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