I see you standing there
In that small old church
Tears In your eyes.
Hands clenched
Till they turned white
You began yelling
Began crying
Your heart was full of pain
Your soul dull
You blamed God
For the death of your brother
For your parents divorcing
For your mom remarrying
For you being sent to hospitals
From trying to kill yourself
You cried loudly
Shaking your fist to heaven
Yelling how much you hated God
You threw the bible
Across the room
And cried
Screamed
Poured your heart out
You fell to your knees
Head in your hands
As you felt the spirit healing your soul
You regret the things you had done
Regret blaming God
Cause he saved you.
You are not alone.
