Devastating Smile

Sleep

"They're not mad at you, I promise. They're mad at me. It's ok, just calm down." Cam cooed in my ear. I was currently curled up in a ball crying. All I've ever done was try to get my brothers approval. That sounds kinda petty but they're the only people that really mattered. They were, no are my role models.

"They..." I couldn't even form I whole sentence I was so sad. My two big Brothers were angry at me. The only people who's opinions matter at all. "I didnt... I don't want them to be..." I'm a grown woman I should NOT be crying about what my brothers think.

Cameron once again wiped my tears and pulled me right up snuggly, next to him as he turned on Untold Stories of the E. R. I think I have too many favorite shows. I remeber why I liked this show; mom is a nurse and I'd watch it and I'd become familiar with medical terms so that way whenever she talked about something at work I didn't have to cut her off every five seconds with a question.

I was still tired and ended up falling asleep on the couch. I woke up to Cam nudging me, "I can't get up with a hippo on top of me," he said playfully.

I was still half asleep, "You gonna do something about it?" I challanged I was still annoying even when I was so groggy I didn't know where I was. He carefully rolled me off of him and onto the floor. Jokes on him, I find the floor to be very comfortable.

I snuggled into the floor as he shuffled around my apartment, he better be cooking. "I'm not cooking a big breakfast, are frozen breakfast sandwiches ok?"

I groaned, "Is it food?" I hollered still on the floor. I heard him laugh as I started to drift off again. I woke myself up before I could really fall asleep and peeled myself away from the floor.

I trudged to my room to change, and shower, and... morning stuff. I was so tired I couldn't even think of what I'm supposed to do in the morning. That shower helped though. Woke me right up and now... I don't really know what I should do now. I mean, I'm a very lazy person I'm all for laying around the house, but it gets a little boring.

I meandered into the kitchen and munched on some food while I thought about what I wanted to do, "We should see a movie..." I thought out loud.

He looked at me pretty tired looking himself, "What do you want to see?"

I yawned just looking at how sleepy he is, "Don't care, we can pick a movie once we're there." I shrugged and grabbed our plates and went to the sink.

A couple hours, and caffeine filled drinks, later we were at the theater. We decided on a suspenseful thriller and more than once I ended up tensing up in my seat and flinching away from the screen. The little fart that Cameron is, he tickled my side in a very suspenseful part and I almost screamed.

When we walked out of the theater and got in his car, "We should go... and blast some music!!" I git all excited by my idea. Cam rolled his eyes and pulled out of the parking lot.

Summer went on, I got a job. Cam did too. Sadly though, apparently there is this strange thing called college... well it snuck up on me.