Mess / Rant

Essentially This Week In A Recap

1-8-16
I have two days of school next week bc I don't have to take finals and we get Friday off and I'm so ready for this yet here I am procrastinating again. But I hate the class this assignment is for so I'm over it lmao

I cleaned my room though. Which is something I haven't gotten around to doing in awhile but I needed excuses to avoid the aforementioned Assignment of Doom. Like you know it's bad when you're doing things you never would've done, things you haven't gotten done, to avoid doing something else. Like you're using your previous procrastination to procrastinate further. That's the level I'm on.

Also I've been rapping lately, which has been such a therapeutic thing for me in so many ways and I really do think I'll keep working at it. It's something I regret spending so much time not doing but I'm also not numb at this point and I have a lot going on. I'll accept stress and exhaustion over nothingness.

I need to write my fan fiction as well- I told myself I'd do it today since I'm motivated. But Gossip Girl happened and I was on the phone with Misti for like an hour and it felt like five minutes but this whole week has been weird. It legit kicked my ass, and it felt like two weeks and not one, and looking back, so much happened this week. Like I called my dad and shit went down, I hung out with some of my homies and drank and got bitched at for going out, I've not been sleeping enough, coffee became my best friend this week, I video chatted my dude friend from back home on multiple occasions, I misused water color on my face out of sheer boredom, I rapped and haven't stopped, I've been writing, I finished my book and turned it in, I cleaned, handed L's on my ps2 last night, managed not to kill my cactus, got shit in the mail, etc etc like wow hello recap.

That's basically all I have to talk about. That recap was unplanned and actually just spilled everything this week in vague detail so that's great.

Keep your eyes on the future, make small goals. Don't throw it all away on one mistake or whatever. Keep going. Don't stop thinking about what your future self would say about the progress. It all pays off.

That's it. Aight peace out, homies. May your week bring got money, chocolate, and happiness. ✌️🌚