"It's not how I feel at noon, it's how I feel at midnight. At school, I'm bubbly, happy, confident... basically everything that people want to see. It's when I get home, I feel numb, like everything around me doesn't exist and I'm in darkness. It takes me everything not to fall asleep in the bathtub, to let myself fall and not come back up. It takes me everything to do my homework, so I won't get made fun of in school.
There's more that meets the eye, and I think that's one of the reasons why I hate my English and Literature classes so much. My teacher only wants us to see what's on the surface, not what is deeper.
I don't know where I'm going with this, in all honesty I can't even explain how I feel."
