There are peoploe in the world who are so close, but i wouldnt DIE for them! But..... if you're my friend and we're close, if you are the fragment of my sol I live for, I may. Because there are so little people in this damned world you can look up to and say,
I wish I was as strong as them
I wish I didn't cry like them
They told me I'm horrible? I HAVE TO BE BETTER!
They're amazing..... why do I just have to be a piece of shit?
I'm nothing compared to them....
People tell me not to think of myself this way, but truth is, I can't help it. There are only a rare few that i look up to that way and it makes me feel all sick inside when they call me nothing, or brag about how their life is better, or how their life is worse because non of that are true and I can't tell them because I'm afraid of disappointing them....
Their lives are perfect and fine, but they refuse to see the good in it. They say THEY fake a smile, when in reality they've been looking at the girl with the fakest smile of all and saying "she's fine, HER life is perfect". They have blind vision, they can't see the truth. They believe they fake happiness?
You know the saying "the one with the biggest smile is the one who cries the most in the dark" or something like that? People look at that and say "oh that describes me" NO IT DOESN'T YOU DIPTHONGS! You think You're life is so imperfect, so beyond repair, that you would think that!
I would die for you guys, but would you for me? Will you take the time to stip pitying your lives and look at the good in it? Because trust me, there's more good than bad. You know who you are. You know that you do it. You may not know why, but you know that you do. And....
even if you're a bully (even if you don't know it and you really are)
even if you're a prissy popular (which I hate)
even if you're nice popular (which i love)
even if you're an outcast (which i sympathize)
even if you're different (which i envy)
even if you're sane (which you're not)
even if you're INsane (which we all are)
even if you're smart (which I've always wanted to be)
even if you're not-so-smart (which I try to help)
even if you're like me......
Even if I don't know you. I'd die for you all. Because no one deserves bad, when they haven't even seen the good. I have seen the good. And it's beautiful. So I've seen what i need to, so idf it meant giving myself so you could see that as well, I gladly would. So when in doubt, when sad, lonely, mad, or even think that you're nothing. Even if I hate or like or don't know you:
I'd die for you.
