In My Dreams *ON HOLD*

Chapter Eleven

The next couple of days pass so slowly; sleep, dream, wake up, eat, school, eat, more school, home, work, sport, eat, relax and start the whole cycle again...

I can't stop thinking about her, and how she can help me be happy. I just want to go now!

"Are you going to tell me what's wrong?" Georgia asks, seeing me in a daze again. I shake my head in reply.

I really want to talk about it. But not with one of my best friends, I don't know why I just have a bad feeling.

"There's obioulsly something wrong. We're your best friends! You can tell us! Is it me?" she looks worried but I shrug it off,

"No, it's not you. I'm fine." I force a smile.

I look around the room. I want to talk to someone about this, someone who isn't one of my best friends but someone who won't judge me. Frankie. Yeah of course.

Frankie is one of my good friends. I play hockey with her and we get on like peas in a pod.

"Hi Frankie!" I smile

"Hi! I've not talked to you in ages." She seems happy to talk to me.

"I know... Can you... Perhaps talk..." As soon as the words leave my mouth I regret it.

"Oh..." She lowers her voice "have you started?" I sigh and chuckle

"No I started years ago!" Well it wasn't too awkward. "Well... The thing is I've been having these dreams..."

I told her everything. Niall. Reece. The dreams. Everything except from the woman. It was hard but all she did was nod understandingly.

"Wow... That's deep..." She looks frozen as her eyes bore into me. "So how... This is crazy but it is obviously possible. Maybe you've seen Reece before..." She's trying to be sweet but I can tell she hardly believes it. And I don't blame her, it's confusing me.

"I understand if you don't believe me, but Fran let me get this straight," I let out a sigh "I had never in my life seen Reece.. Or a boy like Reece, cause I think I would know cause he's hot!" I just realised what I said and Frankie chuckles "What I meant to say is, I'm absolutely positive that I have never seen someone like Reece before." Frankie's brows crease and I can tell she's thinking hard.

"I'm sorry Jess, but this is weird. I promise I won't tell anyone, but I can't help you. I really am sorry." She gives me a sympathetic smile before patting me on the back and walks off. Great. But I think it's helped me getting things off my chest.

We better be off to Light Water Vally soon. I can't handle the tension.

***

"Ah it's Friday," I sigh slumping down onto the leather sofa turning and switching on the television.

"Finally!" My brother, Alex replies.

Alex is unlike me; I have long brown hair, where as Alex has short blonde hair that he constantly flicks to the side. He is good looking I have to admit, though it does makes me cringe saying it. Puberty hit him like a ton of bricks. He isn't spotty but instead he's extremely tall and not to mention - strong. It pains me to say... That I recently lost my crown for the campion arm reseller against him...And it's scary to think that I will soon be 17 and he is 14! Wow!

Sighing, I ask him "What do you want to watch?" His face falls.

"Nah sorry sis, I have tons of homework to do."

"Oh come on, when I was in year 9 I managed to cope. Yeah It was thought, but I got on with it." I can tell he's getting angry. He can be such and jerk sometimes!

"You are so lucky you've finished your GCSE's! The teachers are letting you off homework! And you have Italy to look forward to! It's so unfair!" He's on the verge of screaming.

I clam myself down, and try my best to have no hint of winding up in my voice "look, you'll be in year 11 one day, and you'll have no homework and look forward to a trip. But Alex you have no idea how hard it is to wait and wait and wait for your results that are life changing. My results can affect my career! The days pass by so painfully, and all you think about is 'Did I do that question right?'" I kind of lied. I haven't been worrying about my GCSE results recently but now I've remembered - it's dawning on me that I will find out what I got on my birthday... That could make it the best or the worst day ever...