I ran down the streets of hatsetsu so fast I didn't even know it's was possible for me to get this fast. I turned corners without a thought of where they led me. I didn't even care where they led me I just had to get as far away from them as possible. I felt so embarrassed. This was all yurio's fault. He's such a jerk! I tried to fight back tears but soon gave up and let my emotions get the best of me and openly weeped. I gradually slowed down to a stop. I was at a pier overlooking the ocean the beach was a distance away from me and I was the only one there. I tucked my knees close to my chest and covered my head. Yuri was probably looking for me. I hope he doesn't find me. I won't allow him to see me like this. "I came here to help him. I need to be here for him." I lied to myself. I remembered the time where I hurt him. I told him I would resign as his coach if he didn't win. I left him for my makkachin in the middle of his competition. I cried harder and put my head further down in my lap. Then something caught my eye. A shiny gold band wrapped around my finger. I took it off and held it up to the sun. "I don't deserve this." I told myself. I threw it into the ocean and watch it glitter one last time before it descended into the cold, choppy and unforgiving waves of the ocean. Yuri would never love me. I wanted to tell him how much I loved him today. I wanted to ask him to be mine. I wanted to be more to him than just his coach. But I know he could never love me. He saw a side of me that I never wanted him to see. - - - - - But I love him, regardless of my actions. - - - - - - - "VIKTORRRRR?" I yelled. Makkachin barked loudly for him as he ran along side of me. He couldn't have gone far. I've been running for like 30 mins nonstop and I have way more stamina than him. I yelled out his name another time "VIKTORrrr.." my voice cracked and my eyes watered. Makkachin let out another bark. Hopelessly looking for his owner along with me. I then ran over to a pier not expecting to see viktor but I did. "VIKTOR!" I screamed. Me and makkachin ran towards him but it was too late. Viktor jumped into the deep water and sunk to the bottom. Tears filled my eyes and before I could even think on what to do next I jumped in to. If viktor was going to die then I wanted to go with him.
Hai! Sorry for not updating sooner.. I've had this chapter done for a while and forgot about it! I'm sorry!!!
I'll be back to updating sooner life is crazy.
Thanks for all the love and support!!! I really appreciate it!
🖤🌵👍🏻 - brenanananana
OH ALSO TOMORROW IS CHRISTOPHE GIACOMETTI'S B-DAY!!!!!
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