Sparkling For You [Kara Danvers and Mon-El] • Karamel

Chapter 10 : More

[Kara's P.O.V]
There's a certain line at the end of every scenery, where finally the sky meets the earth. It may be hard to stare inside and inside but if you do it, you can actually see it. The horizon! It's truly fascinating how wonderfully the purple ombre vision fades into the green mother nature without drawing a clear line so it doesn't look odd. The speed of the clouds, steadier than ever! Clouds are so patient, they don't hop in or roll over each other to go faster! They just let the air take them, somewhere, some place, nobody knows! I rubbed my arms and sniffed! Lately everything is so messed up, not so Kara. I haven't been a help either, just made situations worse. First got in a fight with a world class jerk and didn't protest back with words, made myself look weak, let another man took care of me, then slept with the first one. Now I'm messing with both of them. Though there's nothing about Mon El, he's in another relationship and he doesn't even remember kissing me. I'm not even crushing on him anymore! There's nothing between us but feels like everything. I have no idea what I'm gonna answer to Andrew.

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I'm Kara Danvers or Kara Zorel whatever. All my life I have been helping people and worrying about my cousin who actually can take care of himself. I don't often make friends for being such a geek but I do have some geek friends. I have an adoptive sister, Alex Danvers. I love her so much. She's my life. Otherwise I am Supergirl! I protect National City, I protect humanity. This is my story, my regular life. Or it was... until I met him!
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Cause once upon a time you were my everything
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"So it'll be 20 dollars" the waitress smiled and handed over the brown crumpled paper package. I gear up to the main road. As I see the reflection of my own shadow on the side mirror. I saw all the guilt printed right on my face. Not so Kara. I turned the volume of the radio high. John legend always gets the mood.
[Mon El P.o.v]
It's been six days since I'm in bed all the time. Winn is here sometimes,we play Playstation together. Alex visits me everyday to check on my vitals and other things. The food of DEO seriously sucks. Who eats carrot soup? Who are we? Infants who can't chew? Things aren't going that well with me, I can't get alcohol. Alex said I can't get any before I recover properly. Most of the time I'm just here,all alone. I'm not allowed ​to walk now so it's just the same thing everyday. Same Playstation,same vitals,same carrot soup and the same loneliness. It's my everyday life now. Kara.......She never came to visit. At least once. I miss her. I want her face to be in the list with my carrot soup and call of duty. I want her to spend at least five minutes with me. Talking about her day, complaining about work and smiling like the freshest Daisy flower from the garden. I smile by myself thinking about her. I called Eve last night. Didn't go well but it's normal and didn't affect her. We weren't a thing after all! I've tried to call Kara, her number is out of reach. Did I do anything wrong? I like her so much but I can't get it out. Just can't! She won't be with me anyway. I'm a Daxamite. But everytime I look at her face, her delusional positivity and bossiness, I can't help but think at least for a moment that how it'd be like to wake up with that face everyday. What it'd actually be like to brush strands of her golden hair off her rosy cheeks. She'd be staring at me with those comet-like-blue eyes. So deep that you'd probably get lost in those. When she'll flicker her eyelash and smile, the whole room will light up with millions of stars. But it's nothing like it. Nothing. I've never ever.... felt like this before. I've probably slept with hundreds of women, but she's more than different. She doesn't feel like the right one for me, but the wrong one. Totally the wrong one. To begin with she's from Krypton. Her thoughts and believes, so different from mine. We don't have anything in common. But I can't help but keep falling for her. Can't help to stare at her when she talks. As I know she's wrong for me, I keep wanting her more...and more.