As I close my eyes and the knife slides across my skin,
I wonder how my life could have been.
I think about the friends I never had.
I realize my life was really bad.
My mother left when I was a child,
After that my life wasn’t mild.
I might have lived had someone helped.
I couldn’t handle the card I was dealt.
I think for a moment when life wasn’t hard,
I remember when I dropped my guard.
If the bullies see me in the news will they remember?
They did it all through September.
They told me I was worthless, unwanted, and poor.
By then I knew I was tore.
You embarrassed me with a big plot.
I ran home that day without a second thought.
I formed a plan in my head,
Suicide, tonight I would be dead.
I tried to think of someone who cared,
That moment I was not scared.
No one would miss me for I had no friends,
Not from here to the worlds ends.
My family was gone they left for something better.
I wrote my final letter.
It said I loved my family with all of my heart,
How we will never be apart.
I watch it fall from the sky, the rain.
I just could not take this pain.
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No I am not considering suicide. This was a Health assignment. Leave a like.
