I feel trapped by inside this cell
This prison if insecurities and lies that I tell myself every day
"You're not worth it"
"Nothing matters "
"You Are A Failure!"
"NO ONE COULD EVER LOVE SUCH A FUCKED UP PERSON "
I hear these words
But are they just words?
Are they really lies?
Or are they more...
Maybe they are right
Maybe
Is their hope left in that "maybe" or am I truly lost inside myself
Have I drown already
Will I ever learn to swim through these waves
Constantly crashing over me with the same words
Why do I persist
It would be so much easier to just let them cary me under
But what about those beside me
Struggling just as I am
Trying to swim trying to make it
We lift each other up
But if I were to give up,
Would they give up too?
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Depressing poems and whatnot
PoetryI don't write much but I have been having emotional problems recently so I have been just writing poems. I'm not asking for help with any of the things described and not all of them were created at the same time. There are some religious themes but...