Well you saw what it was like when we were alive. He makes me so happy but I made a mistake....he was my biggest and best mistake I've ever made. I wasn't suppose to love him like I do. But he opened my eyes to something beautiful it was adventure in life.
I sit here in this room with really bad elevator music just waiting. He comes and visits me sometimes and let's me touch his wings. He is beautiful and happy while I'm here just waiting to. Be with him again.
He had gotten cancer and it was terminal. I was there with him till the end. I couldn't live with myself knowing that the person...my person was gone.
Every time I closed my eyes I saw him smiling at me but, I kept my eyes closed for too long and he didn't comeback to me I'm my dreams.
My heart was a reck, it was shattered into a million shards of glass and if you tried to fix it you would cut your hands.
I loved my mom and dad.... I loved them so much. My older brother is tired like I was when I lost Aiden. I go watch him sometimes I'm always there when he calls my name he just doesn't know it.
I talk to him in his dreams
He lays on my bed and smells my pillow because he knows my scent is still there he looks up at my stars and talks to God asking him why did he take me away from him. Why did he take me and my dad. He has been sleeping in my bed and hasn't left the house in a couple of days. I lay next to him when he is asleep. I like to hear him breath it makes me feel alive.
I miss him.......
I miss everyone
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This chapter was her in the after life
Thank you for reading
Remember you are loved and if no one tells you just know I do.
I love you
"True friends are like stars; you can only recognize them when it is dark around you."
-Bob Marley
As always
Xoxo - C
