Sometimes I just want to drown in my tears and be suffocated by your hold as you whisper you love me over and over
Sometimes I just want to be burned by your touch as your fingertips ignite the fire in me. Let the flames consume me until I'm nothing but ashes
Sometimes I just want to be frozen like how you are numb to touch and the more I touch your iciness spreads to me and engulfs my heart
You're just a toxic vice, like the most potent alcohol and drug. So bitter yet so addictive and I just keep coming back despite regretting it the next day. When every piece of my body and heart aches, when my head is pounding, when my eye bags get deeper. You're the reason and yet you're the cure.