Her Fragile Heart

I hate you! Don't leave me

the song for this chapter is I hate you don't leave me by demi lovato.  I chose it because the 'i hate you' part is for someone that hasn't shown her face for awhile and the 'don't leave me' part is for Harry, find out why.

selena's P.O.V

its been three months, and guess what! Harry came back! I missed him sooooo much! I have bad news, Alex is the same, she hasn't left her room at all, except to eat and go to the washroom.  she cries all day and doesn't speak, like at all.  I have one more bad thing, my mom hasn't spoken to me ever since the day she came.  I was awoken to a loud bang at the door.  "SELENA MARIE GOMEZ OPEN THIS DOOR NOW!" shit! I fixed my hair, put on some sweats and went to the door.  you guessed it my mom was here.  I openes the door, to be swarmed with...police?!  I quickly ran to my room and grabbed Harry, holding him tight.  "what happend baby?" he askes just as my mom bursts through the door with police.  "Mother! what are you doing?!" I yelled.  "Harry and all of his friends are leaving!" she yells I hold Harry tighter, him and I sitting on the bed.  "Selena! let him go!" she yells, oh hell no!  "No!" I yell.  "yes, they are leaving and I will have full costudy of Alex and you!" she yells.  "no!" I yell once they start to pull Harry away, failing. they keep pulling.  Harry and I get up and walk to the boys room, still holding on tight.  "boys! wake up!" Harry yells, tears stream from my eyes.  I go to Alex's room and see...Alex is in bed with Jake! btw they are fully dressed, so nothing happened.  my mother gasps.  "Alex! what are you doing!" my mom yells.  "Selena! how could you let your sister do this?!" she yelled.  "oh wait! your turning her into a whore just like you!" she yelled, did she really just fucking say that?!  "don't call her that!" Harry yelled.  "you shut your mouth mister!" she yells I calm him down by hugging him and saying soothing things.  "Alex let him go and come with me, now!" she says, they hug eachother tighter.  we all walk to the living room, me and Alex still not letting go of Harry and Jake.  the boys are watching.  "get those boys of my daughters!" she demands the police.  "you can't do this!" I yell.  "oh yes I can! I own this building now! and he is getting kicked out!" she yells.  "NOOO! HE'S NOT!" I yell, the police now pulling Harry from me, he and I still holding hands.  "Harry! don't leave me!" I yell he looks like he's about to cry.  "mommy! atleast let me say goodbye!" I ask.  "fine." I instintally run to him and hug him, giving him a long kiss on the lips.  "ok! you said goodbye!"  she yells.  "No! Mom! I love him!" I yell.  "let him go! oh, please.  so naive you'll forget about him tomorrow!" she yells pulling Harry out of the room.  me full on sobbing on the ground! I want to die!  I fall over lying on the ground sobbing.  I run to the boys and give them hugs.  I go up to Niall.  "niall! I'll never forget you!" I sob and kiss him on the cheek.  "li! take care of all if them!" I say.  "Selena, be careful, love." he says I nod and kiss him on the cheek.  "what's going on?! love?" my mom asks.  "Liam is like a father/brother to me! Harry is mine! and the rest are like my brothers! who I will never forget about!" I spit at my mother.  "they have been more of a family than you've ever been!" I yell.  "MOM! I hate you." I state, she gasps.  I hug the rest of the boys along with kisses on their cheeks.  "Selena! what did you do to your sister?!" Mom askes.  "her hair is blonde at the bottom, a nose and bellybutton peircing!" she yells.  "next thing  you know she'll have purple hair and a lip peircing!" she yells.  "mom! I have a tattoo!" Alex yells and shows a butterfly tattoo on her back.  "so do I!" I show my butterfly tattoo on my back, just like Alex's.  I didnt know she had a tattoo.  my mom gasps. I can't let her do this.  "I have full costudy of Alex and you! and you are forbidden to see that Harry boy!"  I gasp. Jake is being taken from Alex and she is screaming and sobbing, just like I was.  she convinced Mom to let her say goodbye.  she ran to Jake and gave him a kiss on the lips before he leaves.  I'm to upset to worry about Alex now.  she drags me and Alex out to go home.

*three months later*

I haven't seen Harry since the day he was taken from me.  I live with my mother and Alex, Alex is just like me.  I havent worn anything but a black tank, with black jeans, black converse and a black jacket.  my hair is always in a ponytail and I never wear makeup.  I had to take a year off my career because of this, Alex wears a black tank, black jeans, black converse and black hoodie.  she never wears makeup either and her hair is in a ponytail.  we are so much alike.  we dress the same, act the same and look the same.  school is starting today, and I'll meet the girls, but I'm not thrilled, my mom knows who I'm talking to by their phone.  if I talk to someone, she'll know! I'm fucked!  I am ready to go to school so I head out the door with Alex.  once I get to school I see Harry, but he doesn't notice me, because now I'm pail, lifeless, so is Alex.  he spots me.  I just continue walking.  "I hate this." I tell Alex with no emotion.  "I do too, I see Jake and Harry." she says with no emotion.  Harry walks over to me, trying to kiss me.  "no, Harry my mom knows it's you by your phone." I tell him, he frowns and throws his phone away.  "good?" he asks, normally I would laugh but now I just look at him with no emotion.  "I hate seeing you two like this, I was sad but I knew I'd see you." he says.  "Harry, she can hear the conversation right now." I tell him.  the rest of the boys walk over with Jake and the girls.  "we've gotta go. bye." I say, Alex following.  "I could cry, but I'm dry." Alex tells me.  "so am I, but today I can move out with you." I say.  "I can come?" Alex asks.  "I have a plan." I say and she smiles slightly.  "I hope it works." she says.  I moved to a different building right next to mine, my mom doesnt own it.  I get to my appartment, I already have all my shit here because I started packing yesterday. seeing Harry today was to much.  before I know it I grab a razor and start cutting lightly, but it hurts and it's bleeding alot.  all of a sudden Harry bursts through the door with the girls, the boys and Jake.  "Selena?! baby, stop!" Harry yells, I know he want to take the knife away but he starts sobbing, I crawl to a corner and keep cutting, faster, I'm sobbing.  "Selena, stop!" Eleanor yells.  Harry runs over to me sobbing and takes the knife away, hugging me.  "why selena?! why?!" he sobs loudly.  "I can't stand this! just leave!"  I yell.  "where's Alex?" Jake asks.  "in her room." I respond.  he walks in and starts sobbing.  "Alex! no!" Jake yells, she is sobbing.  "I'm so sorry! I'll make this right! I promise!" I yell.  I bandage my cuts, and get ready.  I go to moms house.  "mother?" I ask.  "yes?" she asks.  "your gonna be pissed, but I wanna fight for full costody of Alex." I say.  "what?! no?! you can't!" she yells. "I can and will."I say. 

*hour before court*

I need to get ready to look like I can take care of a teen.  I wear black jeans with a blue top and my favourite black jacket with black wedges.  I put on mascara, eyeliner, (top and bottom) cream/blueish eyeshadow and pink lipstick.  I get a matching purse, put my cell, lipstick, gum and wallet in it.  I put on a ring, along with earrings.  my hair is down over my right shoulder.  I go out to my silver convertable and bring the engine to life.  I get there and see Alex, she's wearing black jeans, red flowy top, cream jacket and cream boots.  she is wearing mascara and lipgloss.  she is wearing earrings and metel braceletes.  her hair is down.  she looks great!  I brought along some witnesses.  the boys.  when I get inside my mom makes eye contact and sees Harry and the boys, looking at them with wide eyes.  the boys look normal, they don't show their badboy images.  I go up to Alex.  "I'd like to talk to you." I tell her, she nods but Mom holds her back.  "no, whatever you have to say, say it infront of me." I grab Alex and bring her with me.  "is your name Alex? I didn't think so." I spit and walk with Alex.  "Alex, I know how it feels, if you come with me just know, you can be with Jake, I understand, it's your life, you live it." I smile.  "is this because you want me in your costody?" she asks.  "no, I understand now that I have been separated from Harry." I explain.  "they will ask you who you want to stay with, you answer truthfully. ok?" I ask she nods.  our case was called and we will be starting the trial.  "case 335." a women say and we walk up to start.  "ok, so the plaintiff, selena gomez, is suing the defendant, Amanda Gomez her mother for full costody of Alexandra Rose Gomez?" the judge asks.  I nod. "ok, so present your case." she says.  "ok, I want full costody of Alexandra rose Gomez because I feel I can raise her, because we have a strong sisterly bond, I always want the best for her, if she makes a mistake she will have a punishment.  I will make sure she is healthy and disaplinned, and may I have a witness speak?" I say. "yes." I get the boys.  "I brought Harry, styles, my boyfriend, Louis Tomlinson, Zayn Malik, Liam Payne and Niall Horan."  Harry steps up to the stand.  "ok Mr.styles, with knowing Mz. gomez do you think she could provide a healthy lifestyle and home for Alexandra? " she asks.  "yes, I know selena is perfectly cabable of taking care of her, she will keep her disaplinned and healthy, she has a good home." he says, and she dismisses him.  "do the rest of you boys agree?" she asks, they all nod.  "your honor?" Niall asks.  "yes, Mr.horan?" she asks.  "I have lived with Mz.Gomez due to media problems, and she keeps her house clean, and she can cook healthy meals." he says and I smile.  "ok, now Ms.Gomez, present your case." the judge says to my mother.  "your honor, I have seen my daughters home, and its not always clean, she has lot's of pizza during nights and I don't think she is cabable of taking care of my child, she lived with Mz.Gomez for one week and got her hair dyed, a nose and belly piercing and a tattoo." she says.  "nuh-uh." the judge says putting her finger up to stop my mom from talking before she looks at us.  "Mz.Gomez, do you have a complaint?" she asks and I nod.  "ok." I nod and start talking.  "first, Alex must have gotten that tattoo before she moved with me, because I never let her out of my sight, also she told me she wanted a change, with her hair, I agreed, I didn't let her dye her whole head, just the tips, so I don't see much of a problem, and yes she got a peircing, but I still don't see the problem, it is her body, she should have the right to do what she wants.  when I say that I mean thing like a peircing, which wont happen again because she doesn't want anymore, I would never let her be 'intimate' with a boy, she still has disaplin, I have said no to her many times, and yes we've had pizza but I cook, and at the time I was very busy, but I will cook healthy meals, all the time.  and again, at the time I was very busy so yes, but my apartment is clean now." I say.  "now, I have to ask Alex one important question, and answer truthfully, ok, who would you like to have costody over you?" she asks Alex.  "I-I know my answer, but I don't want to hurt the persons feelings." she says.  "it's ok, but you need to tell me." she says Alex nods.  "I want to go with..."

authors Note: haha I'm sooo evil! who will she chose? if she choses her mom, then selena will be sad because she loves her sister, but if she choses selena she could lose her mother! who will win?! oh no!

                    -Alli_234 ;)