I began to wonder,
Would things have been different if I hadn't made such decisions?
Decisions I knew that would change my life entirely, forever
Decisions I knew that wouldn't only affect my life but also the lives of the people surrounding me.
I knew that if I screw up I would be treated differently.
I'll be left alone, left to rot.
I knew that if I fail, the people whom believed in me will change.
They won't look at me
They won't listen to me.
They won't speak to me.
They won't love me.
I'll be nothing but a mere lifeless being.
Just an empty shell of a useless creature.
I'll be neither here nor there, for I'm left invisible.
Invisible not only to the eyes of everyone,
but to every six sense everyone posses.
I'll be no one
I'll be lost.
