Mistaken Desires

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

"I can't believe you suggested all of those 'intelligent' ideas to mom Jason. What the Hell were you thinking?"

"Ohhh, Pearly has a dirty mouth. I think I need to wash it out with some soap"

"Shut up you bastard" I said to him as I crawled out from under the bed and stood in front of him.

"Pearly, you know that I can't live in the house with you. It is just logical. It is almost immoral. Almost gross. Cuz I want you in many many ways and I know you want me the same so it would be wrong for us to live in the same house. It would be like if we were married or something."

"Then let's just do that" I suggested not listening to myself. "Let's just get married and see what happens."

"Pearly, you know we can't do that, we are not even out of high school yet. I want to be able to have a job and provide for you. I have one year left of high school and you have 2 years left. I will wait for you though. But for now baby, I have to move out to make your mother happy."

"But where are you going to go? " I said with tears starting to well up in my eyes. Things had just gone so crazy today. He had not even been here a night before mom had to go all haywire on Aunt Malinda and Jason. I had just had my first real kiss with him and I liked it a lot. It was like a drug that I wanted more and more of. Where would he go? When would I see him again? Would he want to go to the same school I was in? I don't know anything now. He says he will wait for me but what if he has another girl he is waiting for too? How do I know anything now?

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