Finding Love

Him

Later that day she went home and went straight to her computer.

"Dear Blog,
I did it again. Purged. I went 5 days without it and I couldn't do it. I need to be skinnier. I'm so fat. Please help me guys.
-Anonymous" she types
She goes and looks in the mirror. You can see her ribs and shoulder blades. But she can only see fat.
"Fat. Fat. Fat" she whispers.
Then you hear a knock on the door, and her mom calling her for dinner.
"I'm not hungry!" She yells down to her mom.
She goes and sits in front of her computer. Her friend recently taught her how to see who viewed your blog. She never really liked looking at who saw it but she needed to know who read her blog tonight.
No one as usual has read it yet. But then a name pops up.
"What...?" She whispers confused.
The name that popped up was Nate. Then he commented.
"I'm here for you if you ever wanna talk" she reads out loud.
She goes and gets her phone, still very confused, and texts Nate. No answer for a few minutes. The he texts back "hey, you ok?"
She smiles and texts back "I'm fine. Why?"
"No reason. Can I come over to study?" He texts.
"I don't see why not" she types.
About an hour later, she hears a knock on her door. She runs down stairs and opens the door to see Nate.
"Hey you made it" she smiles.
"Yeah. Let's go upstairs. I need to talk to you.
She nods trying to hide her shaking hands and fast breathing.
Once they get upstairs the pulls out food from his bag and sets it on her bed.
"I'm not leaving until you eat this Sammy." He says quietly
She walks away whispering "No. I'm not hungry"
He walks over to her and pulls her over to the food feeling her ribs and shoulder blades.
"You need to eat. I will shove it down your throat if I have to." He says picking up the fork
"Come on Sammy... I'm worried about you. Please just eat this for me baby"
She nods and takes the fork. She eats it.
"Th-thank you..." she whispers as she eats the food
He goes and sits on her bed and pulls Sammy into his arms. "Want me to stay tonight?" He says as he pulls the food towards them.
She nods and lays her head on his chest. He picks up the fork again and puts it near her mouth.
"Alright I'll stay. Is the food good?" He says as he puts the fork in her mouth. She nods.
"C-can I have some more...?" She whispers
"Of course baby" he smiles.
He keeps feeding her until the foods gone. She yawns in his arms. He smiles and kisses her head. "Go to sleep baby. I'll be here when you wake up ok?"
She nods and closes her eyes. He starts gently rubbing her back and rocking her in his arms.
As Nate is holding her, he notices her computer. It has the blog pages open on one side and the page with his on the other. He sighs and kisses her head again.
She falls asleep, as does Nate.