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Puppy Problems (Hoseok)

Part 1

You stroked your dogs head gently as she whimpered quietly. She was sprawled out on the floor, sweating bullets and whimpering. You didn't know what was wrong, I mean she was an old dog but she didn't have an injuries or illnesses as far as you knew. "Sshhh girl" you murmured trying to hold back your own tears of fear. You needed to get her to the vets but there was no way you were going to be able to pick her up and she couldn't me. 'What am I going to do?' You thought helplessly. You didn't know who you could contact and the dreadful feeling of fear was getting stronger. You switched on your phone to check the time and saw the picture from the other week. You had gone on a dog walk picnic type day out thing with Hoseok and had taken a picture with both of you and both the dogs in. It was such a cute picture. You smiled at the lock screen. "Hobi!" You realise unlocking your phone and dealing his number. "Howdy!" His cheerful voice ran out as he answered the phone. "Hey sunbeam, are you doing anything right now?" You couldn't hid the anxiety in your voice. "Nothing important...why? Are you okay?!" Immediately he sensed the worry and concern crept into his voice. "It's bunny..." you swallow hard trying not to cry, "somethings wrong with her and I can't carry her to the vets" your voice gradually gets quite as you speak. "Oh my god! I'll be round in about 10minutes! Just stay put!" He hangs up and you text him-the doors unlocked- you sit next to bunny and cuddle her close. "Everything's going to be okay bunny," you kiss her forehead. "I promise" 10minutes later just as he promised Hoseok walked through the door. "Hey..." his smile dropped when he saw the state of bunny, but it quickly reappeared again. "Hey you" he bent down and stroked the dogs head, putting an arm around your shoulders. "You okay?" He asked rubbing your arm. You nod slowly forcing a smile on your face. "I'm okay, what about you sunbeam?" He chuckles softly, "I'm all good, giggles" you did love the little nicknames you had for each other but your mind was set on getting bunny to the vets. "Come on" he said gently scoping up the dog. "Bloody hell..she's heavy for a dog!" You laugh. "It's all muscle" carefully you get bunny out of your apartment and into Hoseok's car. You arrive at the vets and take her in gently. Quickly the sectary grabs the emergency vet and your seen imediatly. "Could you wait in the waiting room while I do the x-rays please?" The vet asks politely. You return to the waiting room with Hoseok. Shaking with nerves you sit back down. "Hey, I'm sure everything will be fine" Hobi says sitting next to you. "What if it's not tho?" You couldn't imagine not having bunny around. She was your best friend. "Then you can share Micky with me" he smiles gently and puts an arm around you. Caressing your cheek and talks softly. "She'll get through this... she's a really strong dog" you nod when the vet comes back in. "I have the results" you follow her back into the room. "We did everything as quickly as we could and it seems that bunny's intestines have ruptured" the vet had a solemn face as he spoke. "What does that mean?!" You ask nervosuly. "It means she's in a lot of pain, and ... I'm really sorry Miss (last name) but there isn't anything we can do to heal it." You mouth hangs open in shock. "Looking at the x-rays it ruptutred a few days ago but it seems that bunny didn't show any signs of pain, or she was hiding them because she was worried about you. Dogs often do that. But the pain has become unbarable, even for a strong dog like her. Ruptured organs are almost impossible to fix especilly when they've been spotted so late." he rests a hand on your shoulder. "What do we do now?" You knew your voice ws breaking but you were trying your best to hold the tears in. "You can leave bunny be if you want but she will be in emmence pain, or you can have her put down" he frowns sympathically. "can you give her pain relief?" you ask. "yes, why?" the vet takes his hand of your shoulder. " so I can spend some time with her before ..." you trail off and he nods. " it'll last 4 hours and allow her to walk and run without any pain but it will make her a bit ditzy" you smile. "Thank you so much" he smiles too "it's the least I can do" After the pain relief kicks in you leave the vets with bunny and hobi. Just like the vet said she isn't in pain but she was a bit spaced out. "Do you want me to give you two some space?" He asks kindly. "No, it's okay." You smile. "She loves you" he puts a muscular arm around your shoulders, "you can cry you know." You sigh and smile at the same time. "I don't have any reason to cry. I still have 4 hours with her. Now come on." you begin walking with hobi's arm still protectivly around you. "your a really strong person you know? you would carry the weight of th world and still ask for more, without a single tear" you smile sadly, "that's not true" "well I'm always here for you, no matter what" he squeezes you tightly, "now where are we going?" He looks around as you turn onto an empty country lane. "It's a secret" you whispear leaving him in anticpation.

Part 2

You turn again at the end of the lane and walk through an overgrown path before bunny hops over the fence and you climb over too. Hobi follows, a bit slower since he hadn't been there before. You walk through the bushes for a few minutes and finally step out into a beautiful field. The sun was shining down. Not a loud in the sky. The trees dotted about provided shade and resting points. The breeze was gently caring the scent of Summer and you breathed every bit in. "This is stunning..." hobi breathed. "I know. It's my favourite place in the world. And bunnys too" you giggle as you watch your dog leap around in the long grace. You begin walking through it too. After about an hour of walking you both collapse under a tree. Bunny sits next to you, practically grinning with her tongue hanging out. "Good girl" you smile stroking her head. She gets up and licks your face. Giggling you swat her away and she sits back down. "So cute" hobi says watching you. "She the cutest there is" you grin scratching the ditzy dogs head. "Oh .. I um ... meant you" you look at him in shock and his cheeks turn redder. "Hehe thank you sunbeam" you giggle and kiss his check."this is such a lovely day" you murmur shutting your eyes bathed in sunlight. Hobi lies down next to you. "Agreed" you lean your head to one side and it touches his shoulder. You lean more on him when he doesn't protest. Eventually you have your head on his chest and your legs intertwined with his arm around your waist. Bunny came over and lied down next to hobi with her head on his chest too, your chin resting gently on her head. "We should get back ..." you sigh "I don't want her to go in pain" you get up and walk back to the vets alone with bunny while hobi goes back to your house to get her favourite blanket, toy and bed. You get back about half an hour before the pain killers where off and explain to the vet why. "That's really kind of you" he smiles "most people don't get there dogs back to just after 4 hours when they notice a difference where the drugs are wearing off" he takes bunny into a room, when hobi arrives you join the vet. Bunny gets comfortable and snuggles up happily under the blanket in her bed. She licks the toy and looks up at you with wide eyes. "This is for the best" you whisper stroking her head gently. "No more pain forever" you murmur and kiss her head. She licks your face affectionately and you hold her paw. With your foreheads touching the vet slowly injects bunny and you feel her muscles relax. "I love you Bunny" you say looking into her eyes. She lets out a half woof half whine noise, as if she was replying. And you were sure she was. She licks your face again. And rests her head on the toy. You kiss her head softly and feel a tear slip down your face as bunny shut her eyes.

Part 3

You shut your eyes, clinging to bunny. You couldn't stop the flow of tears and honesty, you didn't want too. "I'll give you a minute" the vet leaves as you feel your knees getting weaker. Just before you fall to the floor two large muscular arms engulf you and hold you up. "Hey it's okay... she's in a better place now" hobi soothes resting his head on your shoulder. You turn around in his arms and burry your face in his chest, sobbing harder. He strokes your head gently. He doesn't say anything but holds you tightly. He sinks to the floor with you in his arms. How could you feel anything but safe in his arms. "I promised bunny I would take care of you" he whispers. "And I will" you look up at him through your blurry vision. "T-thank you-u" you hiccup. Slowly you get up from the floor and look at bunny. Fresh tears spill over again as you stroke her head. "I'll see you soon" you whisper kissing her head. You take a deep breath and turn your back, walking out the room without another look. You leave the vets after organising what your going to do about the funeral. "Do you want to come back to mine for a bit?" Hobi asks taking your hand gently. "Oh no ... I'm okay." You force a smile, you didn't want to annoy the other members of his band. "The guys won't mind" he says squeezing your hand. "They think of you as a little sister you know" you sigh and your smile disappears. "Oh hobi!!" You half screams throwing yourself into his arms. You son loudly, not caring anymore. "What am I going to do without her?!" He wraps his arms around you. "I'm not letting you go home alone like this" he whispers. "Come on let's go back to yours" you get in his car and hug your knees. He drives back to your apartment. "Pack your bags" hobi says firmly. "What..? " you look up as he wipes your tear stained cheeks. "Just do as I say giggles" you nod, not thinking straight. You pack basically all your clothes and toiletries...basically you pack up everything. You go to the bathroom to sort your face out and blow your nose. When you come out all your packed bags are gone. Hobi comes back through the door silently and picks you up softly in a princess carry. "Your coming to stay with me and the guys" his voice was strong and you knew you weren't changing his mind. "I'm going to look after you. bunny doesn't have anything to worry about. I'll protect you" you rest your head on his shoulder as he carries you down the stairs. And out to the car. "Thank you Hoseok" you say looking up at him. He smiles brightly at you and you feel butterflies in your tummy. 'What ..' you think to yourself. 'Am I in love?'