Once you realize you have it, you wonder when it will end...
People ask when your phase is going to be over.
They ask why you are acting so weird.
Why are you not talking?
Why are you hanging by yourself?
Why don't you ever want to hang anymore?
Why aren't you replying?
... I don't know.
I don't have an answer for you.
***My Mind***
What the fuck is your problem?
You don't really mean anything to them.
Why are you so important? You won't succeed!
STOP TRYING!!
Hey... Remember that time from five years ago when (fill in random horrible memory).
You think music will make it better?
I'm still here! You can't drown me out with music, or writing.
I'm ALWAYS here!
Even if you don't notice it.
***Me***
Please... leave me alone!
I just want to sleep!
I just want to eat without thinking someone is judging me...
I want to be able to walk with my chin up for once..
I want to be able to talk to someone new and have a real conversation...
Please...
Leave me alone...
***My Mind***
Don't worry... You'll grow to like me.
YOU ARE READING
The Diary of a Depressed Young Adult
Random"Hey... are you okay?" "Ya... I'm fine." "Are you sure? You don't seem fine?" "God, Sam! I said I'm fine. Why don't you leave me the f**k alone!" "Well sh*t... there's no need to be a b**ch about it." And with that, she got up and left. There was t...
