Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 11

It's been 4 weeks since I moved,I started school 2 weeks ago and I'd say I'm all good now except depression and bully's..again.

I started London Central and I enjoyed my first day I guess,Lilly and Rosie showed me around and we became friends but the girls that are in the higher group where laughing calling my sister a pig nose and shit. I don't want this again,2 weeks and already I can't put up with anymore.

I'm in maths,my hairs down and I'm sat infront of Tilly and her mate which I couldn't care less what she was called,illy thinks she's good because she's in what I call the higher group but also known as the POPULARS. Mum and Jesy both said it would be better here,I guess not. They've been throwing names at me and my family all morning. Oh a note just been dropped by my foot whilst Tilly walked to the bin,I picked it up it was a picture of Jesy's face with a pig body edited onto her,this was getting beyond a joke,I turned around and asked who made it Tilly just laughed and her little side kick joined in.

M: why do you feel the need to torment me

T: because your a new comer and we don't like new people

M: do you not think I've had enough of this bullying,bullying is the reason I'm here

T: did you get bullied back home,poor you

M: I was tortured,I got out of hospital under 4 weeks ago from trying to commit suicide

T: such a freak..who'd do that..shame It didn't work

M: you don't mean that

T: oh I do,this school year would of been better without a new person look at you just like your sister,fat,piggy and stupid,do you think you can sing like she does

Wow,I got up and walked out calmly. I didn't stay calm once I got outside,I hate September and London already.

Climbing off the bus step which was down a few yards from my garden gate I wiped my tears and prepared to have my head bitten off for being home early. I was just gunna tell her straight. I braced myself and entered the garden just as Jordan was coming out of jesy's house,he give me a strange look.

M: I thought everything was gunna get better

He went to talk but I just entered the house and went down to the living room,mum was sat having a coffee and on FaceTime to Jesy,oh yippee. She noticed me

J: what are you doing home

M: you promised everything would get better,you lied

I dropped off my bag and dropped the piece of paper with the Jesy edit on it and walked off upstairs just as Jordan came through the door,god my life is so uptight right now..will I get bullied at every school I go to,who knows,what i can say is my anger has calmed down loads. I flopped myself on my spare bed in the chill out room. I miss Jesy. She's been in America for 2 weeks and won't be home till October time maybe November. I never come in here at all,I just get lonely in here because it's out the way. After a few seconds of thinking I got up and tried jesy's bedroom door handle,it opened,yes. I wanted one of her long tops to sleep in so it smelt of her and some of her food,she has better food than our house. I put my blazer on the bed and went into her room just as my phone rang,face time,perrie.

M: hi pez

P: hey boo,what's up

M: I'm being bullied a.g.a.i.n

P: oh dear I'm sorry

M: you all said things would get better here

P: by a group,one person

M: a group of POPULARS only

P: ah there not worth it those ones

M: but what there saying hurts and kills me inside a little more