Sad Heart broken Poems and Thoughts

Story #1

Today I silently hid behind the bookshelf and was trying to find the courage to tell you about my feelings. You were smirking and reading a book about romance. I watched you for a minute just loving the way you were so involved into the book that you were unaware of your own surroundings. I let out a breath and was about to approach you feeling a bit like a stalker when I heard you utter words that took my breath away and back up. 

"There is no such thing as stupid emotions like these...If you think so then you are a follower without a fucking cause and there is no use for a being like you."

I felt tears gather up in my eyes and I silently backed up more but I made a mistake. I tripped over the book that I had held with me and ended up tumbling onto my ass backwards. The noise ended up alerting you and you slowly walked up to me with a snarl on your face. I finally felt the salty tears fall and meet at my chin. "Why are you crying?" I was shaking in fright and stood up about to run away from you. I felt my heart drop when you grabbed my arm in a bone-crushing way that made me whimper. 

"Were you about to let out your 'feelings' for me? Useless girl. Pitiful. Fragile.Broken. Ugly. Silent Cow." 

You continued in that voice that made me usually melt but with each word you said stabbed my heart and I cried even more which made you smile widely. "Finally you understand that nobody would ever want a useless girl like you." You then pushed me down onto the ground and I felt my left hand start to bleed a little from carpet burn. I quickly pushed myself back up as tears clouded my vision entirely and then I pushed open the wooden double doors that led outside. I continued running onto the street not being able to see still.

CRASH

I saw the impact before I felt it. A car. You standing at the doors of the Library staring at me with a look of shock and unreadable emotion.  I felt nothing but while I was still standing up I was crying and I put a hand up to my head, felt wetness catch my hands attention. I brought it back down to my eye level to see dark red blood pouring out of my cupped hand. It slithered out of my hand and made trails on my arm. I stared at it in wonder and then looked at you running at me yelling something but I couldn't hear anything. I tilted my head a little and smiled a small smile at you. You froze. Then I felt my body give out as I was seemingly melting onto the black pavement. 

The car had driven away awhile ago and I just laid there as a single tear slipped out of your eye. I silently watched as you sank to your knees looking at the ground now full on crying like I had been when you rejected me. I looked up at the sky. It was a beautiful dark gray and I felt raindrops hit my body as I let out my last breath shakily. I closed my eyes for the last time and took the beautiful sky with me as a last image.