It's weird..
I can never bring myself to be...proud of myself.
For example I am...well was, 45 days clean of self harming.
Well I don't feel proud like its a good thing.
I don't know why.
I just feel kinda sad about that. But at the same time I'm happy and surprised I made it this long.
I just don't know.
Like I got Mike and Ike's and those are my favoritestest candy ever and I wasn't even that excited.
So I don't know.
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My Journal
PoetryJust a journal about me, my family, and things that are going on in my life. Things have been really difficult; and I just needed to write them down where my family could never read it. I hope you enjoy.