Diana's POV
"Niall?!" I whisper/yell as I saw him lying down on the bed. He looks at me while drinking water and immediately looks away. He's hiding something and so are the others. I push the door open and walk into his room and stood beside him. "Niall what happened? Why are you here?!" I bom him with questions as I feel myself stutter. Why am I stuttering?!
"Why are you here?" He asks me back rather calmly. Is he kidding me? I look at Zayn for answers but no one said a word
"Niall I need answers" I tell him as Zayn and Harry walk into the room. Everyone stayed quiet till the Doctor came in. Maybe he'll blurt out something
"Sorry Mr Horan, but your new reports say that you have no signs of cancer" He says and my eyes widen in shock. Cancer?! What the fuck?! "It's just a severe liver damage which can be operated" He continues and I feel my heart breaking into a million pieces. Is this why he acted differently with me for months?!
"W-what?!" I say in between tears as Harry quickly walks over to me, trying his best to calm me down. "Niall, why didn't you tell me?! Why the fuck did you hide this from me?!" I question him. I need answers today and right now. He stays quiet as the Doctor starts to talk again.
"And this is the reason that you've been vomiting blood. It can he dangerous if you don't operate it as soon as possible" He finishes and walks out of the door, the nurse following him. He was vomiting blood?! I have no idea what is going on right now. I just hope that someone wakes me up and tells me that this is a nightmare. I cry even more thinking about him leaving me and Niall holds my hand as he rubs his thumb below my knuckles.
"Please don't cry, i'll be fin--"
"Fine?! Are you fucking out of your mind?! If I didn't see you here today, I bet you wouldn't tell a thing!" I yell at him and leave his hand. I'm too upset to talk to anyone right now. "Is this why you were acting differently with me all these months?! Is this why you cheated on me last week?!" He nods and I cry even more. Why didn't I notice this? Why didn't I ask him anything?! It's all my fault!
"I didn't tell you because I didn't want you to worry.." He starts off and I look at him in disbelief. Worry?! "And about cheating on you, I wouldn't even think about that. That was the maid, I called the company up for a maid to clean our house because I knew Harry was bringing you. I wanted to meet you for the last time, babe" He explains and I look at him in an apologatic way. The way
he said 'our house' melts my and the part where he thinks he's going to see me for the last time is not true one bit.
"I'm sorry, Niall" I say, sadly and hug him. The hug is back. My Niall is back. I thought all wrong about him. I never shouldve left neither doubted him.
"No, I'm sorry babe" he hugs me tighter. "It's not your fault. I've treated you really badly in these months. I'm so sorry" He kisses my cheek and I nod, signaling it's okay.
"I will never leave you. You'll be fine in the next two or three months. Me and baby will be right here with you" I say and kiss him back on the cheek. The Doctor comes back in and I stand up, wiping my tears from my cheeks.
"Do you want to do the operation? So should we start looking for a liver donator?" He asks and I glance at Niall.
"You don't have people who'll donate right now?" Zayn asks and the doctor shakes his head no.
"We have to find and also in a week because if we wait more longer, it can be dangerous for Niall" he warns and I cover my mouth with my hand in shock. I hope we find a donator soon. Zayn and Harry walk out with the doctor and me and Niall start talking.
"How have you been?" He asks, cupping my cheek with his left hand.
"Okay, I guess." I say and rest my head on his shoulders. He looks at my tummy and touches the baby bump and I smile. Does this mean he wants the baby? As I was about to ask him, he started talking
"I'm finally feeling him" I could see the tears at the corner of his eyes and I smile. He wants the baby.
"Him? So you think it's a boy huh?" I tease. "What if its a girl?" I ask and laugh.
"Um, If its a boy, he'll obviously be handsome like his daddy and well if it's a girl, she'll be gorgeous like her mummy, right?" He smirks and kisses my forehead. I've been dying to have this talk with Niall and now it's finally happening. All I want is for him to have the surgery as soon as possible and him to be okay.
Soon Harry and Zayn came in and inform us on the surgery. We'll get one donator soon as possible.
"Diana, I think we should head home. It's getting late and you ha--"
"No no! I want to stay here with Niall" I cut Harry off and sit beside Niall.
"I think Harry is right. You should go home and rest. You can come back here tomorrow" He says and I sigh. I'm hungry too. I'd just go home, eat and sleep. I nod and kiss Niall on the cheek, getting up from the bed.
We said our goodbyes and me and Harry walk towards our car as he started it and now we're heading home. Should I go to mine and Niall's house or Harry's? "Harry?" I call out and he nods. "Can you take me to mine and Niall's house?"
"Uhm, yeah. Why not?" He turns the car and heads to Niall's house.
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Soon we reached and I quickly got out and unlocked the door since I had the key and walked in. The smell of alcohol was roaming around and things were all over the place. What the hell does this boy do all day?! Harry didn't follow me in so I walked out to see him on the phone, looking worried as hell. "What happened?" I ask him as soon as he got off the phone.
"I uhm.. Uh. I have to go to mum. Actually she fell and hurt her ankle, thats why" He says, glancing at his phone "I'm sorry"
"Oh god! Go now! Don't say sorry!" I say and push him towards the car. "And i'll be fine!" I dismiss, pushing him into the car.
"Are you sure?" He asks and I nod. "Okay. Please take care and call me up if you need anything!" He says and I nod once again. We said our goodbyes and he left.
I walk back in and decided to clean up a little. I may sound like a clean freak right now but i'm not. The house is in a mess and I can't live in it like that.
Niall's POV
"This will prevent the poison from spreading all over your body" The Doctor says and rubs the alcohol on my arm and injects me and I nod. I hope that Diana has reached home safely. Maybe I should call Harry and find out? Yeah!.
There were a few rings till he picked up. The background sounded like he was driving. They're still in the car? "Hello?"
"Harry? Are y'all still in the car?" I ask as I hear the car stop.
"No actually, i've sent her back to your house since she wanted to go" He says and my eyes widen. Oh shit! Why is she there?! She's not suppose to be there!
"What?! Harry you're suppose to take her to your house!" I yell and Zayn looks up from his phone.
"What's wrong with going to yours? Eh I have to go. Talk to ya later pal, bye!" and he hung up. Shit!
"What's wrong? why are you yelling?" Zayn asks, curiously and I sigh in frustration.
"She's at my house" I simply say.
"So?"
"What so?! There's alcohol and she can't be around them! It's dangerous!" I say, angrily. How do I tell him that it's not only that.
"Niall, she knows that you drink and the reason too. And as for 'dangerous' do you think she'll drink it or something?" he laughs. God, how do I explain?!
"It's not only that Goddam it. I've cut my wrists in our room and the blood stain and tissues are still there!!" I yell as I feel tears swelling. I immediately regret telling him this.
"You what?!!" He asks. Oh here we go again. "Why the fuck did you cut?! Show me your hands!" He turns my hand and touches the cuts which are now healing.
"Because she cut. She broke the promise" I frown as the thought of her bandaged wrist came to my mind. "I wasn't even there for her" I feel guilty.
"Mate, it doesn't mean you have to cut" He explains. "Imagine what will she do if she sees?! Oh shit" He finishes. He's right, what if she cuts?!
"Please go and make sure she's safe" I beg and he nods, standing up.
"I'll call you up whenever" He says and leaves in seconds. I just hope she's fine. She has to be. If she cuts, I don't know what will I do to myself. I wont be able to forgive myself. Ever.
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