Warning: This chapter is full of sexual content so if you don't want to read this chapter I suggest you wait till the next chapter comes out.
Jake's POV:
I am laying here so alone. I miss Nicole so much to this day. I fucked everything up and I wish I could just go back in time and change everything I've done to her, she didn't deserve it. I feel like I should find her and try. Last I heard about Nicole was she was pregnant. I wish it could've been my baby. Honestly I wish I could see her again, I changed after jail. I miss everything about Nicole and I hate myself for ever hurting her mentally and physically. I love her and I want to try and contact her. I grab my phone and hope for the best hopfully she answers.
Nicole's POV:
I wake up to my phone buzzing next to me. I grab my phone still half asleep with Luke's arm around my body and I answer the phone.
N: Hello?
J: Hey, Nicole, is that you?
N: Nick are you drunk right now?
J: What? This isn't Nick it's Jake.
N: Jake who?
J: You know your ex Jake. (Silence)
N: I thought I put you in prison.
J: No it was jail and I got out not that long ago but trust me, I am definitely a changed man. I needed to talk to you, I miss you and I want to see you. I also heard that you were pregnant, is it mine?
N: (Holding back tears) Yes she is yours but I do not want you to see her without me right next to her because I don't want you to hurt her too.
J: Nicole I would never hurt my child. I didn't mean to hurt you Nicole, you don't know how much I regret that. I regret losing you and hurting you mentally and physically.
N: (Luke moves and I flinch because I forgot he was sleeping next to me. I move out of his grip and walk into the bathroom.) Jake I am seeing someone now.
J: W-what? Who?
N: His name is Luke, I knew him from school.
J: Wait he sounds familiar. Didn't he try to get with you while you were with me?
N: I don't think so, me and him were friends and him and my brother were close in high school.
J: Ah that is Luke. He is a good looking guy not going to lie, he was the star football player wasn't he.
N: Yeah that was him.
J: How long have you guys been together?
N: Uh, well we aren't together we are just talking right now.
J: So I still have a chance again?
N: Uh no, you're only allowed to see your daughter that's the only reason you get to see me.
J: What's her name?
N: Crystal Madison Newman.
J: Well damn she doesn't even get her dad's last name.
N: Definitely not.
J: Understandable since I wasn't there for the pregnancy. I am so sorry Nicole again.
N: I have to go I will bring her to see you maybe tomorrow.
J: Okay text me baby mama.
I hang up the phone right after that and walk back into my bedroom and seen Luke laying there awake.
"Hey handsome how did you sleep?" I asked walking over to the bed and crawled on top of him and pecked his lips softly causing him to smile.
"Mm, good how about you beautiful?" He asked placing his hand on my face and smiled again looking into my eyes.
"Great since I had you here with me and I actually got to sleep in and not have to wake up with Crystal." I said smiling and he kissed me softly.
"I think you need a break sometimes." He said and I laid on the bed cuddling up to his body and thought about it and debated whether or not if I should actually trust Jake and have him watch Crystal sometimes. I feel like I should talk to someone about this before I make the decision myself.
"What are you thinking about beautiful?" Luke asked looking at me concerned.
"So, um I guess Jake got out of jail. He heard I got pregnant and I couldn't lie when he asked if she was his. So now he wants to see her but I am still debating if I should let him even see her. What do you think?" I asked and he looked at me and thought.
"Well to be honest I know you don't trust him but he does have the right to meet his child. It isn't fair if he doesn't when you even know deep down you want your daughter to have a dad. This is me speaking the truth but maybe he did change in jail." Luke said and I smiled at him.
"So you think I should let him see her?" I asked.
"Yes, its just the best. Now you do have to stay there too just in case and in that case I am coming too just to be safe he isn't going to hurt you again." He said and I looked into his eyes surprised.
"Wait really you will come with me?" I asked smiling.
"Absolutely I don't want to take the chance of him hurting both of you this time." He said and I hugged him.
"Thank you so much Luke you're seriously amazing." I said and looked backed up at him and kissed him passionately.
He got over me and started kissing a little more rough and I was enjoying it. He grabbed my wrists from his neck and held them into the pillows and started kissing, sucking, and biting at my neck softly causing me to moan softly. He released my wrist and started slowly kissing down my body. The more he went down on my body the more I wanted him. He reached my stomach and looked up at me but came up to my lips again. While kissing I felt his hand on my waist slowly inch its way to my pants. Once it hit the rim of my pants he slowly crept his hang underneath both my pants and underwear. I gasp once he finally reaches where he wanted. I moan wanting more as he kept sucking at my neck and fingering me. Mm I want him so bad, I want all of him. I don't want to rush anything though. He gets off of me and stands up off the bed and grabs my hand and lifts me up as well. He starts kissing me rough again and picks me up and all of a sudden I feel a hard surface slam against my back realizing it was just the wall. He grinds into me and I moan each time his dick in his pants rubs against me. He stands me back up and drops my pants along with his and lifts my shirt over my head exposing me in my bra and underwear. I grab his face and force him to kiss me but he grabbed my wrist and lifted them above my head against the wall. He looks me dead in the eyes and smirked knowing I like it. I bite my lip wanting more I don't want to wait any longer. He kissing my lips and undos my bra and went down to my neck sucking and biting going down my whole body. He kisses down to the rim of my underwear then rips them down with me now being completely naked. He goes down on me and oh my god I lost it I threw my head back wanting him in me. He realizes me legs tightening together so he hurried and lifts me up against the wall and drops his boxers slamming all of him into me. I throw my head back with a loud moan and start yelling his name. He stops and drops me down with me landing on my feet and pins me against the wall then whispers me to stand facing the bed and I did as told. He bends me down and inserts again with me moaning loud. He grabs my hair and pulls it back causing me to scream his name. I felt myself getting a weird feeling I felt my body tightening up. He turns me over throwing me back on the bed and started eating me out with me throwing my head back losing all the control of my body. I felt it coming I almost was done he started fingering me again while eating me out and I released it and he continued with me still releasing. After a little he went back into me and kept going and I scratched rough down his back moaning and sucking at his neck. He was about to pull out but I didn't want him to stop and I pulled him closer and kissed him and he continued as well. Then I felt why he was about to pull out I felt warmth in me and I kept going I was about to release again. He grabbed my neck choking me slamming himself into me and I moan loud and I released again then we rolled away from each other. We both are sweating terribly and out of breath. We look at each other and smile.
"Damn, to be honest that was the best I ever had." He said and I blushed.
"Really? I only have done it with one guy." I said and he rolled towards me.
"You defiantly are the best so far." He said and I bit my lip looking into his eyes. "Mm that lip bite makes me want to fuck you all over again." He said and my face got really hot because I was blushing.
"Oh I wouldn't mind that again. But sadly my mom will be back with the baby in a half an hour." I said and got up off the bed feeling kind of sore.
"Want to shower?" He asked and I smiled.
"I think we should since we smell like sex." I said and walked into the bathroom and turned the shower on and grabbed two towels.
We jump in the shower and twenty minutes later we get out and got dressed and sat in the living room on the couch and watched TV. Ten minutes later my mom walks in with the baby and I jump up and grab my baby.
"Hi baby!!" I yell and Crystal smiles and tries to say hi but instead came out as baby talk and my heart was happy.
After a while of me and my mom talking about the baby and Luke and then Jake we agreed that Crystal needs a father in her life. Luke was playing with the baby while me and my mom were talking. I grab my phone and text Jake to meet me at my apartment and gave him my address. My mom leaves and me and Luke put the baby down for a nap and we go into the kitchen to cook food then I was hungry for pizza.
"Want to get pizza?" I asked and he smirked.
"Sure but I am paying and I eat pepperoni." He said and I rolled my eyes and agreed.
I order the pizza and we got it and watched a movie. Once the movie was over I got up to feed Crystal but Luke insisted in feeding her and I am really liking him. He is helping a ton and treats me and Crystal like a princess. Maybe he is a keeper.
I go and lay in bed ready to fall asleep and I hear Luke walk in my room and he lays down next to me and kisses my forehead. I think he thinks I am asleep. Then he starts talking.
Nicole, I really am hoping you're sleeping right now (I'm not! XD) because I just want to say that you meant the whole world to me since high school but since I actually might have a actual chance with you I want to just say that i will never make the mistake like Jake did and obviously I would never ever abuse you nor your daughter and honestly I wish in the future there is a us. We could get married and have kids of our own as well. But Nicole the big thing is that I know I shouldn't tell you this but I feel like I am falling in love with you already. But goodnight princess. I hope you sleep well. After that my heart was so happy and I want to just kiss him and tell him how I feel because I feel the same. Instead of him thinking I was awake I cuddled up against him and he held me close and we both soon fell asleep.
