Sebastian Stan Imagines

«If I Had Told You -Sebastian»

Title: If I Had Told You

WC: 1230

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I walked in the restaurant. I see my friends. I smiled. I walked up to them. I sat down. There the men sit. Chris, Ian, and Sebastian.

"Well guess who is finally here?" I rolled my eyes at Sebastian. I just stare at him. I have always had a crush on him. Ever since the day I met him.

I walked around the party. Chris had invited me. I did not know a single person here besides Chris. Then the man walked in with another man. My heart in my throat when I saw his face. His brown hair with those blue eyes. He looked at me. He smiled at me. He started walking up to me. The man next to him follows him. The man beats the man I am staring at right now.

"Ian Harrison." The man had his hand out. I looked at the man. He has brown hair that is shorter than the man I was staring at him. His eyes are brown. I take his hand.

"Kristina Cook." Ian brings my hand up to his lips. He presses a kiss on my hand. I just stare at the other man. He had a straight face now.

"Sebastian Stan."

I remember the day as if it was yesterday. It has been years since then. I looked at Ian. He seemed nervous.

"Kristina will you go out with me?"

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I sat there thinking. I can not believe I just did that. I said yes to Ian. What was I think? I had my head in my hands. Tears were forming in my eyes. I can not believe I said yes. I have a crush on Sebastian but I know he will never have those feelings for me. I looked up. I should give Ian a chance. I know he has had a crush on me for awhile now.

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I laid there. I just did it with Ian. He is passed out. I mean he is hot but I have feelings for Sebastian. I feel the tears going down my face. I want to be with Sebastian but I can not be with him. I just stare at the ceiling as I cry. I made a mistake and now I can not go back.

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I held Ian's hand as we walk the beach. I hate it here. I am here with the man I do not love. It kills me whenever I see Sebastian. He just stared at us especially me. I kills me.

We are at the beach with Chris and them. Today we are leaving. Actually very soon. Then Ian stopped. I looked at him. He started to talk. All I could think about was Sebastian. The man I truly love.

"Kristina will you marry me?"

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I walk into the restaurant. I have not told Sebastian about what is happening very soon. I also want him to come. I see him waiting for me. I walk up to him. I sit down. He looked at me.

"Sebastian I need to tell you something."
"Yes." He spoke. I stared at his perfect face. Tears were in my eyes. I brought my left hand up.

"I'm getting married. To a man I don't love." I spoke. He saw the ring. He looked up at me.

"Who do you love?"
"I... I don't know anymore." I lied. I love him. I know I do. He put his hands to my cheeks. He wiped the tears I did not know that had fallen. I stared at him. He then brought my face to his. He kissed me. He pulled away. Our foreheads touching.

He has the same feelings.

"Kristina do what is best for you." He spoke. I took a breath in. I press my lips to his.

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I got ready for the wedding. I looked around. I wondered if I can actually do this. Be the man I do not love while the man I love is the best man. I looked at my hands as my sister, best friend, do my hair.

"Kristina."
"Sarah."
"I have a question."
"Yes."
"Do you love Ian?" She asked. I took a breath in. I felt my heart confused to the question. I do not know what to say.

"I don't know."
"Would you be with someone else?"
"Yes." I answered right away. I covered my mouth with my hand. She smirked. She turned me around. She hugged me.

"Kristina be with the man you love not the man you think is better for you because the one you truly love is the best for you." She spoke to me. I smiled. I had tears come down. She wiped he tears away.

"Now you have a choice. End it now and go with Sebastian or stay in it and go with the man you don't love?" She asked me. She knew I had feelings for Sebastian the whole time.

"I know who I want."

And that is Ian.

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I walk down. I get to Ian. He is smiling the whole time. He held my hands. I was smiling until I looked at Sebastian. He forced a smile on his face. I frown. Ian could tell I am not ok. I looked down at my hands.

"Kristina are you ok?" He asked me. I looked up at him. I pull my hands out of his. He stared at me.

"I... I'm sorry." I stuttered. He had a heartbroken face. I looked at Sebastian.

"I always have been in loved with someone else but I didn't know it." I spoke. Ian turned around to see Sebastian. That was when all hell broke lose. Ian punched Sebastian. Sebastian fell. My eyes widen. I backed up. Tears were in my eyes. Ian punched and punched Sebastian. People did not do a thing until Ian got about a couple punches in. Tears fell. I could not believe I caused so much harm. I took the ring off. I threw it to the ground.

"I will never love you Ian Harrison! Especially not after now!" I yelled at the man. He looked at me. He saw me. His face full anger went straight to sadness and concern.

"Kristina-" He tried to touch me. I backed up from him.

"Don't Ian. I don't want to ever see you again." I cried. He had tears in his eyes.

"Please Kristina."
"No! Get away from me!" I yelled at him. He looked down. I then ran out of the church.

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I sit there holding Sebastian's hand. Ever since Sebastian has gotten in the hospital Ian has tried to visit but I would not let him get in this room. I silently cry as Sebastian is asleep. He has not woken up from the surgery they had to do. I had changed here when Sarah had brought clothes for me.

"Kristina..." I heard him mutter. My eyes widen. I stand up. I still hold his hand. He opens his eyes. He sees me. He smiles. I had tears of joy coming down my face now. He brought his hand up and wiped the tears away.

"Kristina I have always loved you." He spoke. I put my free hand to his face.

"I have loved you since I first met you." I spoke. He smiled. I smiled. I brought my lips to his. We kissed.