It’s been late in the evening and I am still standing here in the window of my bedroom. I am wondering the billions of stars at the sky, while the wind smoothly touches my face. It’s been 2 months when my older sister (my only bestfriend ) died. Rest in Peace my dear sister,
I didn’t notice that tears fell down from my eyes....
It’s so hard to accept that I lost my sister, my bestfriend and the only one who understand me...
Ouch! Headache ...it’s almost 12 in the evening maybe it’s time to go to bed...
*Morning*
Aish!!----who open my curtains?
Ang liwanag!! Ano ba naman iyan panira ng tulog
*tok*tok*tok
Ma’am you’re mother called you for breakfast.. (maid)
Okay just go out in my room please..! it’s a bad morning, as always
Yeah, we usually talk in english kasi nagtrabaho sina mom at dad sa ibang bansa almost 5 years pero umuwi din si mom kasi mas maganda daw kung nasa tabi namin siya, ehh mas maganda ng ba? Psh., si dad ayun nasa ibang bansa pa rin ....may maid kami isa, up and down bahay namin, hindi super laki sakto lang naman at syempre malinis siya idagdag mo pa na halos kulay white na lahat ng gamit namin, sofa, unan...yung ibang appliances, curtain... yeah si mommy nagsabi niyan, siya naman laging may alam eh
And...
As usual my mom wants that we are always complete in the dining area so what do you expect,? I made my daily routine when morning (fixing my pillows, washing my face and mouth, combing my hair)
As I get down the stairs I heard my mom said:
Jazryl Deanne respect the foods and give thanks for the blessings you’re always late...(mom)
Okay mom...I answered
Yeah, I’m used to my mom, palagi naman siyang ganyan, siyempre lagi akong late, duh, what do you expect lagi siyang galit sa akin...tsk what a mom? Right? Oh siya i’ll pray and eat na masama pag-usapan ang isang tao kahit otoo pa and mommy ko pa!
Almighty God thank you for every blessings that you gave to us, thank you for everything and we hope that Jerahmeel, my daughter, is with you and now happy. Amen ... prayed by my mother
As my mother prayed I look at the chair where my sister sit whenever she is alive...i miss her so much, whenever she is here this time, I can see her charming smile, her brown eyes and saying “Good morning Deanne, my baby sister..”
I can’t imagine that I can lost her early.. she is too young to die.. she is just 18 years old...oh life..!
My brother was 20 and I am just 16 years old...
2 months na siguro ang lumipas pero masakit pa rin sa akin, gabi-gabi naaalala ko siya, lagi nalang niya ako napapaiyak pero andg hindi ko maintindihan, bakit sila parang after ilibing ni ate balik sa normal life, it seems that they do not lost someone. Habang ako nagluluksa pa rin, sila tumatawa, ngumingiti kung ano-ano ang ginawa, what kind of family are they?
Jazryl!
Jazryl!
Jazryl Deanne!
M-om?
I said don’t make the food wait, why you don’t like the food and you are just daydreaming?...
No, mom sorry...
After 45 mins. I’m ready to go to school.....pababa na ako sa hagdan ng marinig ko si kuya
Mom I’m done, pasok na po ako..(brother)
Okay take care ...
Nakit niya ako but he just smile at me and go...i don’t even know if why is my brother like that...parang hindi niya ako kapatid...he is so near yet so far.
I just look at mo, then I lokk away, I didn’t bother to say goodbye to mom because I know she didn’t care. I just leave silently.
After 10 mins.. Welcome to Waylight University..
Honestly, I love staying here in this university because everybody is my friend maliban na lang sa isa, well nevermind her..
Almost 5 months to go before the school year ends...
Good morning class....
Good Morning Ma’am...
Now, we will discuss about the....bla bla bal...
After 3 subjects..1 hour break..
Hey, Jaz are you okay? (Katie)
Oo naman,
Liar! (Fretzie)
Yung ate mo nanaman, alam mo dapat maging Masaya ka na lang kasi alam kong masaya din yung ate mo kung nasaan man siya (Katie)
So, siya masaya ako iniwan niyang nagdudusa?
Hindi naman sa ganun iyon siyempre may dahilan iyon na sa ngayon hindi pa natin alam.. (Katie)
Eh kelan pa kapag wala na ang lahat sa akin...
Shhh! Stop crying Jaz, sorry but I need to go may pupuntahan pa kami ng boyfriend ko.., (Fretzie)
Oo, umiiyak nanaman ako, eh etong mga baliw kong kaibigan inopen na naman ang topic abut kay ate...
Fine! Ganyan ka naman palagi (Katie)
Bawi ako next time promise at ikaw, Katie wag kang kontrabida! (Fretzie)
Sige ingat, sabi ko nalang. Mahal ni Fretzie ang boyfriend niya at saksi kami ni Katie sa love story ng dalawa
Thanks jaz (Fretzie)
Nakaalis na si Fretzie pero tuloy tuloy pa rin ang pag-agos ng luha ko hanggang lumipas ang ilang minutes na tila may isip ang mga luha ko dahil alam nila kung kelan sila titigil
Jaz, stop okay, the teacher will come soon..
Thanks Katie...
Time na naman! tsk
