I wake up in the middle of the night to small whimpers and crys of 'no's and 'stop's. I look over at Harry and the heartbreaking whimpers are coming from him. He suddenly cries out and curls into a ball. Tears are streaming down his face. I turn around and shake him lightly.
"Harry." He doesn't wake up. I shake him harder. "Harry." And his eyes shoot open before hes letting out strangled sob.
I pull him closer and he cries into my chest. "Shh Shh. It was just a dream Haz. Shh, its okay..." I whisper sweet nothings into his ear until he calms down.
"Do you want to talk about it? That usually helps." I ask and he nods a tiny bit.
"I was w-walking to my f-flat and I r-ran into Zayn and he b-beat me up, and then t-threatened to h-hurt you if I didn't b-break up with you. I-i said no, s-so he k-kept hitting m-me..." It broke my heart at how much he studdered.
I pull him impossibly closer and barie my nose in his hair. I kiss his head, and rub his back until he falls back asleep. I watch him for a few minutes until I can no longer keep my eyes open.
Harry's Pov-
I wake up, with a small pain in my arse, and muscular arms wrapped around my torso. I look behind me and see Louis with his nose pressed to my shoulder, and our legs our all tangled up. I look around and see that I'm in Louis room. I yawn and feel Louis move around a little before lips are being pressed to my shoulder and neck.
I look back at him and he smiles and kisses my lightly. "Good morning beautiful!"
I blush and turn around to face him. "Morning, Boo!" He raises an eyebrow. "You know when my mom calls me that I become highly annoyed. But when you say it my heart flutters!"
I feel my cheeks get even hotter. "So does that mean I can call you it?" He smiles and nods.
I look behind me at the clock. 8:39. "What's today?" I ask. "Saturday. You know you should stay awhile. I got a text from my mum and she says she wont be home till tomorrow."
I smile and lean in and kiss his cheek. "Sure ill stay!" I reply making him smile happily before getting up.
"Come on love, lets go make breakfast!" He grabs some boxers for both me and him and we slip them on before he gives me a piggyback ride out to the kitchen.
He sets me down carefully on the chair before turning around and starting to sing Demons by Imagine Dragons. He pulls out eggs and bacon and turns on the stove. Before turning to me, grabbing my hands and singing.
'When you feel my heat,
look into my eyes,
its where my demon hide,
it where my demons hide.
Don't get to close,
its dark inside,
its where my demons hide,
its where my demons hide!'
I smile and he turns to the food. He belts out more of the words and dances around a little making me giggle lightly. I join in at the end.
'They say its what you make,
I say is up to fate,
its woven in my soul,
I need to let you go,
your eyes they shine so bright,
I wanna save that light,
I cant escape this now,
unless you show me how..'
Once where done singing and eating Louis carries me bridal style out to the living room where he throughs in a movie and lays down with me in his chest. He kisses my head and presses play. I smile and giggle when I see its Nemo.
He looks down at me. "What? Its a classic!" I giggle more. "Yes a classic Disney movie!" He snorts making me giggle again and we quiet down to watch the movie.
***
"No Boo please don't make me go to school." I beg.
I spent the while weekend at louis' and now that its Monday hes trying to drag me off to my personal hell hole.
"Harry, I wont let them hurt you." I sigh. "I know but-but I don't want them to hurt you.."
Louis kisses my forehead and looks down at me, brushing a piece of hair out of my face. "Please Haz?" I swallow and give in nodding slightly.
He give me a small smile and we walk hand in hand into the school. He walks me to my first class. And god I wish I new what was going to happen during break.
.
"Awe Harry Barry are you scared." I frown. "Zayn why cant you leave me alone?" He shrugs and pushes me up against the lockers and a small whimper escapes my mouth. Zayn smiles and grabs my chin making me look up at him.
"Because your the little faggot in the school, and the nerd, and the self-harmer, and the schoolboy...Oh and Louis' little boytoy!" I gasp and all his friends laugh. "I'm not his boytoy. He loves me."
He laughs. "I really don't believe that." I look up and see Louis standing, with his arms crossed. "Oh really Zayn, why don't you ask him yourself." I say and point behind him.
Zayn smirks. "I was hoping he would show up!"
He turns around and smiles evilly. "Tomlinson. Why do you keep interrupting my little sections with Harry here?"
Louis snorts. "Oh I don't know, just because your a Dick for all the crap you've ever done to him, Niall, and Liam. Harry's a sweet boy and you always pick on the sweet ones huh. Make them feel like crap and shit, just so you can feel happier about yourself." He continues while walking towards Zayn. "And your an ass for the crap you do to the school. No I don't give a shit about you. But ill die protecting Harry. My family. And my friends."
Zayn makes something that sounds just like a growl, which I find weird, and runs towards Louis. He punches him in the face and Louis falls towards the ground. Two boys pick him up by the arms and Zayn knees him in the stomach and I try to run toward him but I'm held back by a jock named Nick.
"Louis!" I scream as he gets hit the jaw again.
I cry as I see Zayn knee Louis in the stomach Avon two more times. And just when I think something really bad happens there's a yell.
"Zayn Malik, You go to the office right now." I look over and see the principle. Mr. Cowell.
Zayn whispers something to Louis before letting him drop down. He catches himself and when Nick lets me go I run over to Louis and carefully cup his cheeks.
"Louis, Lou. Boo, can you here me?" He nods a tiny bit and leans against the lockers.
Mr. Cowell says he'll go get the nurse. I don't pay attention because tears run down my face. "I'm so sorry. T-this is my falt. I-im sorry B-boo."
He gives me a small smile, whuch I guess is all he can do to comfort me, so I kiss his brused jaw carefully. The nurse comes and we help him up and over to the room. I bite my lips and help him sit up so she can get a better look at him.
This is all my falt.
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Lost Soul [L.S.]
FanfictionHarry is a lonely kid. He gets bullied by Zayn Malik. He selfharms, telling himself it looks nice on him. but really it scares him. And after a tragic accident, he loses all hope of finding love. Being loved. Or just falling in love. Then there's Lo...