Who's She

A young her who has 15 years old , who lived with her mum and her grandmother ,her situations were not bad but the only thing that made her change was knowing that her parents were divorced since she was born .
A young girl called 'samantha' , a girl who owns a pure heart and a wise mind, since she was so young she was not accepted from anyone around her in school she thought that life is easy and everything goes and comes but she didnt know that there will be troubles one day , she always knew that most of things happenes for a reason and meant to be , she believed inchange , she believed in making new friends , she believed in love , she believed in the lyrics of the music , she believed of being free and doing what ever she wants to do , she believed she can be anything any time , she believed that when she loses a person he / she will come back , she believed in everything and that was the purpose of unkowning many things , differentation for her was a weired taste and an unknown type of a new try , she decided to talk to people and get to know them , she decided to make anyone she knows being a friend till the end of her life ,she thought that all people stay but she didnt know the main purpose for having the wrong people as a company causes troubles and affects with a wrong way later on .
She began her life in a wrong way ....
When she was in grade 8 the whole year she spent in was a night for her ... at first it was great for her having friends all around , talking , laughing , sharing conversations , Playing simple games , listening to music , dancing , singing but did all that last ! No , then what happened ? She became shocked seeing most of the people she loved being around with getting away from her she didnt know the reason , why ? Because no one accepted to listen to her questions ... lastely when she became alone the only friend who remained was a girl called' Roxan' this girl was her life night mare in this grade ... she didnt figure out her truth except for her last times being with her ...
When they were close together she thought that they were matchable but the only thing that was weired for her looking at people who are looking at them with a way shows how they're the worst two at the school , addition to they were not accepted from anyone and that was the first purpose in samantha's life , which was figuring out the truth of having unmatchable , unacceptable friends being with her and close to her ...
She tried to get away from Roxan but she couldnt because Roxan made her unable for doing that , Roxan showed samantha her truth in one day , by talking in a way she didnt talk with her before , with acting like she's perfect while she's suck and dirty , Samantha tried to understand her body lanuguage so that she can answers all her words, but in the middle she started to think that when she was with Roxan she used to tell her everything about her thick and thin and all her deepest secrets because Samantha at first didnt know that she shouldnt speak about all the things in her life and she didnt know that she shouldnt trust anyone this much because not all those friends are good to have them or even worthy to know all about her.
She tried all her best to stay away from her but the thing that she didnt expect that Roxan will speak about her in a wrong way and that was one of her worst fears in life . She tried to be like her and follow her in everything to make her be bored and unwating to be a friend with her anymore but did Roxan get affected ? No she kept on going through what she use to do evertime .
Samantha didnt know what to do untill one day she was in a lesson with most of the people who hate Roxan she went to ask for help their help was useful... they told her all her negatives and when they said all what they said she started to plan for something that would destroy Roxa's life ...
Samantha had another friend called 'Flory'
She was her closest friend after Roxan because she was the only one who proved her friend ship for Samantha ...
Samanthat went to tell Flory about what she knew and suddenly Roxan appeared trying to know what they're talking about and when they fininshed their converstation together.. Flory looked to Roxan in an unacceptable way then Roxan understood that Samantha said something bad about her..
Roxan started to ask Flory:
What? Why are you looking at me like that?
Flory was speechless after what she knew but the only thing she said was:
Stay away from me i dont like dirty girls.
Roxan was shocked questioned her self about what did Samantha exactlly tell Flory .. Roxan went to Samantha to ask her about what she said but Samantha Ignored her and walked away , Roxan started to shout and everyone started to gather around and see whats going on wrong.
Samantha suddenly stopped then looked at Roxan's face through her eyes seeing the devil look shining from her eyes and a strong smile proving that she doesnt care then Samantha asked her :
What do you want ?
Roxan looked angrly then said:
What did you and Flory talk about ? Iknow you were both talking about me and thats why now no one loves me ...
Samantha smiled quitly inside her telling herself : Poor Roxan the told her:
You're not that much improtant for us to talk about you but for your information a girl whose unacceptable means that nothing is good in her even in her personality or her shape.. when Samantha was done she left her and took flory with her and everyone looked at Roxan With a Bad Look and left..
That year wast Samantha's night mare but god rewarded her and she left school the year after..
Roxan started to ask about where did Samantha go , she tried to ask Flory But Flory's reaction was ignoring her same back to what Samantha used to do...
The first year for Samantha being in the Ninth Grade in a different society with different types amd shapes .. being surrounded with boys was something different and new for her and because it was her first time she couldnt be flexible with others and her personality in their eyes was not the type they like so she was also ignored but she only got the chance to love a boy but it didnt last for long because she didnt know that such a thing all of them discuss witg each other to make their friend make his or her right choice...
She fell in love with two bestfriends at this time she didnt understand the meaning of love she was playing but she was not wise enough in choosing correctly because as said that it was the first time for her being surrounded with these types...
This year was not a night mare but this year made her learn things she never thought that she may learn but at the end of the year she was a little close to a boy who had feelings for her before school was over after 2 days the last day at school before they both leave he went to her bus and told her :
There is something iwanted to tell you for so long but he couldnt speak out and tell what he wants to say then they both left knowing that they won't see each other anymore....
During this time she learned many things in her life which made her change for the best and became another different one the year after ...
In Tenth grade she met her friends back again it was okay for her but what surprised her that there was new comers at this point and time she decided to create new friends and it succeded... her class started to look at hear being happy for her that she made friends they were two girls and one boy
They all became close but the thing that wad unexpectable that she fell in love for the first time truely with him , they stayed with each other for a month but during this time her bestfriend wanted to take him from her because she loved him too but Samantha didnt give her that chance and made her away from him to forget him but Samantha's friend was wise enough to make Samantha busy away from him so that she can take the chance to show how she cares about him and loves him but his reaction was unaccepting because he truely loved Samantha because she gave him love that a girl couldnt give...
Samantha's friend was so angry she wanted him being her only boy so she made what Roxan did but in a worser way she tolf everyone that Samantha's selfish and pretending that she loves him while she's playing with him ofcourse they all believed but did he believe ? No but later on he believed when he saw Samantha leaving without a reason and changing to a thing he never met before...
The only thing that made Samantha unwanting to breakup was his chain in her neck and the biggest shock that he asked from her bestfriend to bring him his chain from her which was the last breaking goodbye for her...
Later on she figured out that they both became together and close at that time Samantha knew the fake from the true , realized that no one worth crying for.
Samantha changed and created anew life style for her own started drawing and singing and writing and dancing, reading but was this something good for her ? Yes it was , why ? Because it made her positive and knowing that life gives chances but before she was blind but then she became something she and others became proud of.

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