deckerstar: oneshots & drabble

that one particular feeling [ENG]

"Free will? You're kidding?! All these years you've been giving me a mirage of how my life could look if I had it. But, guess what? I didn't. Even after escaping Hell, after I forgot about you, You still controlled my life and anything what I've done. You're a liar, Father. How could I trust you?" Lucifer looked angrily at his father, who - surprisingly - didn't seem to be bothered by his words, he just stood calmly, with a gentle smile on his face.

"You're angry, my son, but I'm not the one resposnsible for your anger. I never lied to you, same as you never lied to Chloe." He explained.

"Don't you dare say her name!" He shouted as his irises turned red.

"Yes, I created her. You want to know why? Because you could have never loved someone evil or even a little mischievous. Chloe Decker is not perfect, but she's purely good. And I wanted you to understand what being good is. I never controlled her nor you. I just built foundation for you. And I'm proud of you, Samael. But, it appears that even I am not able to control this one particular feeling that you're connected with."

"What feeling? he snorked.

"Well, love, of course."

And despite he wanted to deny it so desperately, Lucifer felt that his Father didn't lie to him. No, he wasn't ready to trust him. Yes, he still hated him. But when it comes to Chloe Decker, thinking sensibly clearly wasn't his thing.