MPAM (Under Major Editing)

Chapter 7

(FIRST EDIT√)

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Chapter 7

It's been a few days since I found out about Jay and Gabe being twins and to be honest I didn't know how to feel about it, I didn't felt the pull with Jay but there was this small feeling about Gabe. Obviously I'd have more feelings towards Jay because he was the alpha of my pack but Gabe was an alpha too. They each possessed leadership qualities and the drive to succeed but two mates, the thought alone was beginning to unsettle me

Jay was everything I wanted in a mate, he set a fire within me that had my toes curling and knees weak whereas Gabe sparked me when we touched, a physical attraction, but with Jay all it takes is to look at me. I have to move back to my parents house, I need help and being here with Carson amd his family is not fair to them, my uncle would understand because he knows the position i'm in with being human. I haven't spoke to Aiden since his birthday and I felt a little selfish, over a week and no contact. But he has a mate, he should be fine. Jay on the other hand has been checking on me every second making sure I'm still fine - and lying to him was the only way to bring peace to his mind. He knew I wasn't telling the truth but he didn't press the matter further. Jay has been doing everything he can to keep Gabe away from me and it was barely working, I listened to everything Jay told me to do on how to avoid him but there was a nagging feeling in my stomach telling me what I was doing is wrong but when Jay leaves to tend to pack business, Gabe comes along

My life has been more indifferent in the last week than it has in my entire life. Jay is my mate and so is Gabe, Aiden and I haven't spoken and Riley has become more considerate towards me. The situation with Jay and Gabe is complicated. Apparently if twins have the same mate, an individual is able to reject him or her, allowing the other sibling to mate with them alone. Jay is trying to get Gabe reject me which he isn't and it's  causing conflict between the boys and the pack since Gabe re-appeared after his disapperance. I meant to ask Jay about that but everytime I mention Gabe he becomes all closed up on me. Jay has secrets about his personal life and aiai intend to find out later, if we're to be together he has to open up

Leaving my uncle's house was hard, especially since ai oonly got ther but my uncle, Rachel and Carson said it was for the best. Things change all the time

Knocking on the door of Aiden's room there was no answer so after a moments of hesitaion I began to walk away

"Come in" a gruff voice yelled

I turned around slowly creeping up to the door, turning the knob slowly my head was bowed and I walked in shamelessly, I stumbled back when I felt a pair of arms around my body

"I missed you" I smiled sadly

"I missed you too"

He released me slowly before indicating at his bed, I walked over relieved that he wasn't angry, which I would of thought but he was more happy to see me than anything

"How's everything?" Aiden asked slipping on a shirt

"Complicated" I sighed

"Tell me Abby, you know you can" His voice was soft and I felt bad about myself knowing how pathetic I looked, he should be with his mate but instead he's here talking to me

"Well I moved in the first place to be better for everyone, but as soon as I did I found out Gabe was my mate and now the whole pack is confused about him returning because Jay is refusing to tell them why he's back and I haven't really been on good speaking terms with you" I started to ramble when it slowly turned to sobs, I looked out to the window before speaking again. "Riley has been great but I can tell he hates the position everyone is putting me through, I don't know what to do, I just don't" I cried