Always

Chapter 1

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Hey I hope you like this it's my first fanfiction so please don't judge.I hope to update very day so please keep reading!!

I woke up to the sound of rain.I get up and look out my window.It's still dark out there and it is pouring rain.I go back to bed.Looking up at the ceiling I realize....It's been a month.It has been a full month since the end of the rebellion.Since my little sister,Prim died.My sweet.Innocent Prim.No I can't cry I have been crying to much lately.Over the past month I have stayed locked up in my Victor's Village house.After the war they rebuilt District 12 so I moved back to my house.I have suffered bad depression and no matter how hard Haymitch tries I am never leaving my house again.All I have been doing is laying in my bed huddled in my sheats crying and maybe getting up to eat or go to the bathroom.Sometimes Peeta or Haymitch would come over and cook for me but I never talk or get up.Peeta is getting better.He is back to his normal self but some times he has flashbacks and he clings to the back of a chair and the life from his eyes drains out.

I really have no contact with anyone else.My Mother is in District 4 doing god knows what.She is also very depressed because of Prim.Johanna went back to District 7. Beetee is back in District 3 being a Scientist and a teacher.Annie and her son Finnick are in District 4. And Gale is in District 2 doing work for the Capitol Goverment.Gale.Oh how I miss him.My Best friend.Do I still love him? I don't know really but I know that I don't want to get married or have kids.Ever.

I am still thinking of all the people I miss dearly.I start to drift off slowly.And finally I fall back to sleep.

I am woken by the sound of some one knocking at my door.I really can't be bothered to get up to answer it but I roll out of bed.I drag my legs out of my room and into the hallway.I pass a mirror.I am a mess.My deranged hair is in a scraggy braid at my left side and I am wearing a baggy black top with stained track pants. Oh well it's probably Haymitch coming to cheak up on me.I lift my heaving legs down the stairs to the door.I open it.There in front of me stands everyone.I mean everyone that I care about.Peeta.Haymitch.Johanna.Annie.Beetee.Gale.My Mother. Delly and Annie's son Finnick.

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CLIFFHANGER!!!

LOL I have no idea where

I am going with this story.I am sorry for the short chapter but I wanted to see if you guys liked it before I kept writing.

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