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The car ride was silent and we finally pull up to the apartment. We don't say a word as we both climb out of the car and up the stairs to the flat building.
"You're staying at mine tonight." I say. I'm not leaving her alone with those dicks after her. I still have questions to be answered too. I want to know everything.
"O-Okay." she stutters surprisingly. I never thought she would agree, then again I would have forced her to stay anyway.
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We climb to the second floor and Robin's door has been cleaned but there's a giant piece of cardboard taped over the doorway.
"What..." was all she said and then continued walking up the stairs with me following behind her.
I unlock the door to the apartment and wait for her to walk in. I close the door after her and when I turn around she's disappeared.
"Robin?" I ask and I hear a faint clanging coming from the bathroom. "What are you doing in there?" I call through the door.
"Just.. give me a sec." She says. I hear another clanging and I decide that she's hiding too much from me already so I twist the doorknob. There she is, sat on the floor, pills surroundig her. She empties a pack of paracetamol and swallows two. I watch her stand back up on wobbly legs and walk towards me. She slips on the pills scattered across the floor and falls into my arms.
"Sorry, sorry uh, I'm sorry." she babbles. I steady her on her feet and tuck a strand of hair behind her ear. She looks up at me with her big blue eyes. God are they beautiful. But you can see they've been through pain. When you look, you can see the suffering she's been through, what did she suffer from? The words in that book broke me to fucking pieces. The brutality she must have been through to feel so lonely and afraid kills me. I hardly know Robin, but she poured her heart out into that God damn notebook and I feel, now that I've read it, I know her just a little more.
"Can we talk?" I ask. She looks flustered for a while but quickly recovers and looks down at her feet.
"Can we please wait til morning?" she pleads. I frown down at her, but I can see how tired she is, and I know she needs rest. My mind is racing with questions and I hate feeling this confused but she wont be able to answer all my questions without rest.
"Okay." I say softly and she sighs in relief. I grab her hand and gently tug her out of the bathroom towards my bedroom. I lead her to the bed where she stares at the mattress.
"I need something to wear." I nod and grab a t-shirt and boxers from my suitcase since I haven't really unpacked yet and place them on the bed in front of Robin. I walk out the room to give her some privacy and leave her on her own.
Robin's POV
He walks out the door and leaves me by myself. I walk over to the door and lock it. The curtains are already closed so I change quickly into what Harry gave me, and look around the room. There's a double bed in the middle of the room and a desk in the corner. Everything's dark blue exept the carpet which is a cream colour. It's very lonely and empty. Exactly how I feel. Is this normal? Being so surrounded by people who love you and want to help you and yet you feel so alone.
"Are you okay?" I jump at Harry's voice from behind me. I never heard him open the door, I was so deep in thought. I don't answer him, just close my eyes and breath in deep. "C'mon." he takes my hand and lifts the covers, so I scramble onto the bed, very concious of my bare legs.
I take another deep breath and Harry's wonderful scent fills my senses. He's been here one night and yet it smells just like him, which reminds me; if this is Harry's bed, where's he gunna sleep? Shit.
Instead of climb into bed though, like I had thought he would, he takes the blanket from the edge of the bed and a pillow and makes a temporary bed on the floor. I watch him while sat up on my elbows and he looks at me.
"What?" he questions.
"Nothing... I just thought... nevermind..." I mumble. I just thought you were going to sleep next to me. Like the pervert I thought you were. I lay back down.
"Goodnight Robin." he says, and I can hear him smiling as he speaks.
"Night, Harry." I whisper. Strangely, I wish he would have slept next to me...to keep me safe, that's all.
* * *
"Robin." someone shakes my shoulder.
"mmm-go awaay..mf" I moan. I hear a deep husky chuckle right next to my ear and slap it away.
"Hey watch it!" he laughs and catches my wrist. He starts slapping me with my own hand and I smile involuntarily.
"Stooop!" I moan. He drops my wrist and covers my face with my hair. I attempt to blow it away but fail miserably. I grin like an idiot under my veil of hair and feel kind of giddy, happy and relaxed all at the same time. I look over at Harry and reality ruins my happy moment.
"What's wrong love?" Harry asks. Ugh. I am not his love.
"Don't call me that." I frown.
"Sorry." he shrugs. "It was the spur of the moment thing." I lower my head to see his bare torso.
"I swear to God, please say your wearing something? And why are you in my bed anyway?" I accuse him.
"Actually, I think you'll find it's my bed and you were calling my name." he replys coolly.
"Oh.." I feel warmth spreading on my cheeks and I know I'm blushing.
"Hey, no need to look like a used tampon now." he smirks and I slap furiously at him, frowning. I slide out of bed moaning as he deeply laughed. I go to the bathroom to freshen up and run myself a shower. I know he won't mind since I am going to answer all of his questions today.
I replay this morning in my head, did I have a happy moment with Harry? Waw. Only then do I remember that he didn't answer my first question.
A.N. HIII!!! So, thanks guys for 320 votes!!! Aaaahhhh!!! So cool!!! It really motivates me and it makes me want to write more! You may have noticed that my updates have been getting shorter and I'm so sorry but I was so busy this week! We had inspecters and crap in our school and all the teachers were being happy and sooo fake. Some ppl can back me up on that point ;)
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