Falling For You (A Nash Grier Fan Fiction)

Chapter 14

Song for this Chapter: All of Me- John Legend
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*Hailey's POV*

I pour the last cooked bacon on to a plate to finish the perfect breakfast I had prepared for Nash and I.

I place it on the island and go upstairs to wake Nash up. "Nashhh! Wake up!" I whine.

"What?" Me mumbles stuffing his head into his pillow.

"Made you breakfast," he smiles and sits up. "Lego!" He said throwing me over his shoulder taking me by surprise.

"Nash!" I laugh as he continues to make his way to the kitchen. He placed he down on to a chair and he sat down to the down next to it.

Once we both finished, Nash asked me what I wanted to do today. I think about it.

"We could go to the lake," I suggest.

"Lake it is." She smiles bringing both of our plates to the sink. I go upstairs to get dressed. I put on my pain black bikini and over top is a light blue tank top and black jean shorts. I look in the mirror and keep my hair in it's natural waves and apply nothing but waterproof mascara.

Nash comes back from his house shortly after wearing swim trucks and a black Obey t-shirt. "You ready?" She asks and I nod.

I get in the passenger side of his car and he starts driving towards the lake. Once we get there I smile the sun was still rising and looked beautiful reflecting over the water. We walk hand-in-hand to the rocky shore. Under the water was sand so I went in with bare feet.

The water was cold but I didn't hesitate to swim right under to the deeper end. Nash followed me and we stopped when the water was up to our chests.

I rap my arms around his neck and smile. "I've never been more happy in my life," I say and mean it. I've been in relationships in the last but none were like this one.

"You took the words right out of my mouth," he says. It seemed he always knew exactly what to say.

Nash quickly picked up my legs carrying me bridal style under the water. He spun me around once and I felt butterflies erupt inside my stomach.

We spent the whole day there without getting bored somehow. That's what I loved about us. We never got bored of each other. It was dark out and the water looked black in the night. I pull my towel over my shoulders and around my body. We get back in the car and drive home.

"Goodnight. I love you." I say gently pecking him on the lips. "I love you too." I get out of the car and I walk inside my house. My mother was sitting at the couch and didn't look to pleased. "Where were you?" She said raising one eyebrow.

"At the lake with Nash," I tell her.

"You should of told me. I've been trying to get a hold of you all day but you left your phone here." She said holding up for me to see.

"I'm so sorry mom, next time I promise I'll tell you where I'm going," I say hoping she won't stay mad.

"Please do." She said handing me my phone. I grab it and go to my room to get changed. I slip into a pair of pink fuzzy pyjama short and a pick tank top.

I slip into bed and shut my eyes. I was almost asleep when my phone went off. I look to see a message from Cater. I open it and it read:

Carter: I need to tell you something.. But I rather do it person.

Hailey: oh well Nash and I are going camping this weekend. Maybe you could come.

Carter: where at?

Hailey: about four hours away from Nash and I's house.

Carter: I could probably fly in. I'd need to check with my mom.

Hailey: okay just let me know.

Carter: okay.

I wonder what Carter wanted to tell me. Was it bad or good? I couldn't help but wonder how this would turn out. If he's willing to fly in just to tell me something it must be serious.

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I woke up early to help my mom make pancakes for the both of us. We talked a lot.. About Nash. She actually really liked him. She said that my dad would've too. That broke me inside knowing that my dad never got to meet him. I wish he would've. My dad was my best friend and now Nash was kind of taking that place of a man in a young girls life. It meant a lot to me.

After we were done I pulled out my phone and went on Instagram. I saw that Nash posted a photo of us. It was a picture of us making the silliest faces we could. I laughed every time I saw it. I press on the comments and see a lot of the same ones:

Who's she?

She's pretty!

Omg I wish that was me.

But there was a few that stood out to me:

Oh my gosh she's so ugly! Why does Nash hang out with her?

She should just go kill herself.

What the hell? Are they dating? He could do so much better.

I know I said I wouldn't let the hateful comments get to me but now seeing them in front of me really hurt.

"I'll be right back," I say to my mom and run the bathroom upstairs. I slam the door and slide down it gripping my stomach. Tears were streaming down my face and I tried my hardest not to make any noise.

The comments played through my head like a slideshow. I burry my head into my knees and try to stop crying but I couldn't. I look over to see a razor sitting on the counter. I stand up slowly and pick it up. I stare at it for a long time.

I glance down at my arm before tossing it back and leaving to the bathroom. I walk into my room and start to hit myself. How could I have that kind of thought? These people weren't worth it. Just because some stranger told me to kill myself or that Nash could do so much better doesn't change the fact that I love him and I had my whole life ahead of me.

I didn't want to hide this from Nash though. I was going to tell him exactly what happened and I was going to do it now. I walked over to his house and knocked on the door. Elizabeth opened the door. "Is Nash here?" I asked.

"Yeah he's in his room. You're welcome to walk right in." She told me and I did. I opened his door to see him laying on his bed on his laptop. "Hey," he said shutting his computer and sitting up.

"Hey.."

"What's up?" He seemed concerned. I told him everything from the hateful comment do my debating weather I cut myself or not.

"I don't want you to think like that," he said holding my hands. I nod in response. "You can get through this, I promise."

Hearing Nash say those things was very reassuring. I felt a lot better knowing I wasn't alone.

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A/N: I'm sorry this chapter is so short but I wanted to say something. For all you people out there that self harm due do different reasons, I want you to know that you're not alone and you can always talk to someone. You can kik me I made an account just for that kind of thing. Also I want you to know that you are all beautiful and are definitely worth it and don't ever think otherwise. Trust me I know from experience what it's like. I love you all!

Kik- mckenziejohnson5 and the name is ILU❤️ please talk to me because I'm here for you and don't want any of you to feel alone.