Because of you: Never Ever

Heartache

I went over to Reynas house in tears.  I can't believe that she broke up with me. I hate her so much right now. Like how can you just give up completely. I unlocked the door and I saw Reyna and Mama Nicole. I ran up to them as they hugged me. "What's going on baby".

"She broke my heart". "What did Khodie do to you Janai". "She broke up with me". "What? Really why?". Reyna walked me over to the sofa in the living room and we all sat down. "This isn't making any sense to me? Why would Khodie brake up with you? She's loves you. Your like the love of her life".  "Well tell her that because she did. Okay my dad threatened me to brake up with her or he's gonna send me to a institution. I went to go explain myself and she took my ring and she broke up with me".

"Well listen babes do you want me to go handle her because I will". "Reyna I want to punch her in the face. Like literally. My heart is broken like we usually stick through everything good or bad but she literally just gave up on us. I'm angry as hell".  "Well look Janai how about me you and Reyna go out of town for the weekend to get your mind off of things". "Really mama Nicole?".  "Yes we can go to Mexico and have a great time. Janai your my baby too and I love you and when a mama sees that her baby needs a little help she will be there". "Thanks". I gave her a hug.

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I was still sitting there with Ryan. "So you really just gonna give up like that?". "It's not giving up it's a sacrifice. Sooner or later she will understand why I did what I did. I love her more than anything". "I mean I get that but you proposed to her man that got to hurt you". "It does it cut me deep but if you love something. Set it free if it's was yours to begin with it will come back to you". "Wisdom at its best". "Yeah if she was really meant for me. We will get back together eventually".

"Right but Khodie. Janai is the love of your life. What are you gonna do?". "I don't know. I guess if I can't have her. I'm gonna be single". "That's might be fine for a while but that will get boring". "I guess but it's for the best". "Yeah but you know you got me". "Yes I know I do thanks your the best bro".

I went back to my house and I grabbed a carton of ice cream and I bottle of Hennessy and I went up to my room. I played some Adele as I ate my ice cream and I drink my Hennessy. My sister walked in my room. "Get Out Now". "What's going on with you?". "You don't care?". "I know we have our differences but I do care about you". "Well me and Janai broke up for good". "How are you feeling?". She rubbed the top of my hair. "I'm really sad. I'm the saddest I've ever been but I'll survive".

"Well I'm here for you. If you need anything". "Well thanks I guess". "Okay well we can't be enemies all our lives. Your still my blood and I love you". "I love you too Charlie".

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We arrived in mexico I'm ready for this vacation. I need this so bad the whole way here I listen to Sam smith.  "What do you want to do first". "I want to go to the spa". "Okay I'll call the hotel spa and reserve an appointment". "Okay good but I'm about to  go to sleep real quick". "Yeah me too mom I'm sleepy too".

I laid down I realized I was laying alone. Dang I miss Khodie. I started to cry to myself. I cried myself to sleep. I was awaken by mama Nicole. "Come on let's go to the spa". I yawned and stretched and I grabbed my phone and we got to the spa. I wanted a deep tissue and hot stone massage.

After our massages we went to a restaurant for dinner. "This was a really good idea mama Nic". "I'm glad you are enjoying it Nai". "Yeah I feel like I'm in paradise". "That's good so what are you girls doing tonight?". "Well I want to go to the club but I don't know about Nai". "Uh yeah I'm down". "Okay great". "Now y'all don't do too much drinking". "We won't".

We were going upstairs to the room and I got a phone call from Channing. "Hey Channing what's up". "I was just checking on you. Seeing on if you wanted to go out again soon". "Uh that shouldn't be a problem". "Okay cool". "I'll call you when ever I get home". Reyna was looking at me with a questionable look on her face. "Okay that's good. Bye Janai". "Bye Channing". I hung up the phone.

"What?". "Who is Channing?". "Just this guy". "Hm just a guy huh is he cute". "Yes he is very cute". "Well speaking of cute guys I got something to tell you". "What is it?". "I'm dating Ryan". "Really since when?". "For about a month now". "I'm happy your dating again. I know he will treat you better than Justin". "Well time will tell".