The Hardest Part Of This Is Leaving You.

Kisses and Arguments

     I woke with a major headache. F**k..I sighed and sat up and looked straight into my jet black mirror. I looked like a mess. Perfect. I got out of bed and left my phone on my desk. I really don't need it. There's nothing important on it. I thought to myself. I turned back to the phone. F**K! I have my background set as me and Frank! I told myself. I ran to my phone and tucked it into one of my pillowcases. I then walked to my pale door and looked at my vampire like reflection. A mess. Perfect! I told myself. I pushed my black greasy bangs behind my ears and walked out the door. Mikey, Ray, and Frank were gathered at the table. They turned to me. I stopped in my tracks confused.

"Hi?" I asked walking to the counter to pour myself a cup of coffee. I poured one and walked over and sat down next to Frank. They looked at me. Mikey looked down and removed his glasses. He cleaned them and put them back on his face.

"Gerard, we need to talk." Mikey said breaking the silence. I stared at him confused.

"About?" I asked confused as ever.

"About you sleeping in late, dork!" He replied teasing me. Ray and Frank burst into laughter and I shot them both glares. They stopped laughing.

"Whatever nerd!" I snapped back at Mikey. Ugh sometimes he can be a huge pain. I told myself. I sipped my coffee and looked towards one of the windows and glanced out. It was calm. I liked it. I noticed Frank glancing at me. I smiled and turned to him. He turned away blushing. Why is he always so cute? I thought to myself. I sipped more of my coffee and looked back towards the window. I sighed. I was bored so I finished my coffee and put my cup in the sink. I turned to the rest of the boys.

"I am going to hang out. Alone." I said to them and I turned and went to my door and went inside closing the door behind me. I walked over to my bed and searched my pillowcases for my phone. Missing?! No it couldn't be. How?! I turned towards my door to go yell at who stole my phone. I turned to see a familiar face. Frank!

"Looking for something, Gerard?" He said to me waving my phone in front of me.

"Give me my phone Frank!" I replied to him mad and upset with him.

"No, not till you explain this!" He snapped clicking my phone on and showed my phone background. I was screwed.

"It's nothing. Just an innocent picture of me and you, Fra-" I said before Frank cut me off.

"Do you want Ray and Mikey to know I love you!" He snapped. I looked at him and saw he was mad.

"I'm sorry..can I make it up to you?" I replied to him. Frank walked up to me and pinned me against the wall. Even though he was short, he can take control of any argument.

"Actually you can." He replied to me. He kissed me and I had no choice but to kiss back. Ugh come on Frank! Don't do this to me! I said to myself. I couldn't fight back I just let him kiss me. He stopped and pulled away from me leaving me against my wall and my phone in hand. Frank left my room and left me alone. He's so sly....I looked around my room for a brief moment before collapsing on my bed.

"What did he do to my phone?" I asked myself whispering. I turned it on and saw the cutest selfie on my homescreen. I blushed. Oh my god...I sighed and layed on my bed for awhile before falling asleep and waking hours later to Frank petting me and playing with my hair.

"So greasy Gee, you really should wash it more often" He teased when he noticed I was up.

"How did you get into my room?!" I asked him alarmed. Should I get a lock...?

"Ha! I can't tell my secrets Gerard." He said to me teasing me. He's so cute. He smiled at me with his brown eyes shining, his black hair shimmering in my windows light. I noticed he wasn't wearing his red sweatshirt from before but instead a black tank top. He had removed his lip ring so I knew he wanted to kiss me.

"What do you want?" I asked, pretending like I didn't know already. Frank sighed and let his hair fall over one eye and looked into my hazel eyes. He leaned in close to me and started to kiss me. I let my arms wrap around him and let him kiss me. I loved his kisses though. Oh god Frank. Why are you so cute! I thought to myself. He put one of his hands on my cheek and started to pet it. I blushed. He kept kissing me so I started kissing him more. I couldn't help it though. Stop doing this to me you tiny boy! I practically screamed inside my head. I loved him. I knew I did. Is he using me... I thought and started to tear up. No..no no...not now! I closed my eyes and let the tears fall. Frank noticed and pulled away from his kiss.

"What's wrong Gee?" He asked me. Sympathy in his voice. I looked at him. I was still crying.

"Are you...using me Frank" I asked him, not afraid of my question.

"No..of course not." He said flashing me that smile I loved. It killed me.

"Okay...I can trust you?" I asked him. My voice shaking.

"Trust me!" He said before giving me a small kiss on the cheek. He sat in front of me looking at me and smiling. He then layed down next to me and wrapped his arms around me. Holding me. I loved it. I loved him holding me. I quickly fell asleep. In his arms..