So I just got into Kansas, and I'm sitting texting Alex wile drawing and omg....HOW SICK CAN I BE? I can't believe I started to flirt with him....OMG...then out of the bloom he says the words.....it made me look at the bracelet on my ankle and I started to cry I ran to the bathroom saying I had to get something out of my eye. Truly I started to cry. He told me sorry but I held back my tears and told him it was ok, lying once more to him. I had already told him I can't date tell a month after the first day of school. He felt bad I told him, no its ok....it's not that...it's just, Alex I don't even know what love means anymore. I also said that I can't love it causes me to much stress on my heart. He still said sorry that he shouldn't of said that. But I somehow got him off the subject. Soon he told me he was gonna go take a cat nap, I told him not to miss me to much. Omg what am I doing falling in love again.....NO. I refuse to let this take over me if I still feel something tords him by my time ends up I just might date him again. But that's 2 almost 3 months away....right.....I clearly don't know when school starts and when I can date again. Hey I can barley multiply big numbers. Well I'm a try and go to sleep, watch my story just might continue sooner rather than later.
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RandomI have won the war then again no I haven't, what war you may be asking? love.....how sick it can be how crewl it will be. well I'm here to tell you my life and the countless wars I haven't won, not one. will I distroy it or concore it or even.....I...
